after the fashion of his race, and would settle down,
after the same fashion, by and by—that was
the indulgent summary of his career thus far.
He had been a brilliant student in the old university
and, in a desultory way, he was yet. He had worried
his professor of metaphysics by puzzling questions
and keen argument until that philosopher was glad
to mark him highest in his class and let him go.
He surprised the old lawyers when it came to a discussion
of the pure theory of law, and, on the one occasion
when his mother’s pastor came to see him, he
disturbed that good man no little, and closed his
lips against further censure of him in pulpit or in
private. So that all that was said against him
by the pious was that he did not go to church as he
should; and by the thoughtful, that he was making
a shameful waste of the talents that the Almighty had
showered so freely down upon him. And so without
suffering greatly in public estimation, in spite of
the fact that the ideals of Southern life were changing
fast, he passed into the old-young period that is the
critical time in the lives of men like him—when
he thought he had drunk his cup to the dregs; had
run the gamut of human experience; that nothing was
left to his future but the dull repetition of his past.
Only those who knew him best had not given up hope
of him, nor had he really given up hope of himself
as fully as he thought. The truth was, he never
fell far, nor for long, and he always rose with the
old purpose the same, even if it stirred him each
time with less and less enthusiasm—and
always with the beacon-light of one star shining from
his past, even though each time it shone a little
more dimly. For usually, of course, there is
the hand of a woman on the lever that prizes such a
man’s life upward, and when Judith Page’s
clasp loosened on Crittenden, the castle that the
lightest touch of her finger raised in his imagination—that
he, doubtless, would have reared for her and for him,
in fact, fell in quite hopeless ruins, and no similar
shape was ever framed for him above its ashes.
It was the simplest and oldest of stories between
the two—a story that began, doubtless,
with the beginning, and will never end as long as two
men and one woman, or two women and one man are left
on earth—the story of the love of one who
loves another. Only, to the sufferers the tragedy
is always as fresh as a knife-cut, and forever new.
Judith cared for nobody. Crittenden laughed and
pleaded, stormed, sulked, and upbraided, and was devoted
and indifferent for years—like the wilful,
passionate youngster that he was—until Judith
did love another—what other, Crittenden
never knew. And then he really believed that
he must, as she had told him so often, conquer his
love for her. And he did, at a fearful cost to
the best that was in him—foolishly, but
consciously, deliberately. When the reaction came,
he tried to reestablish his relations to a world that
held no Judith Page. Her absence gave him help,