to an examination more poignantly affecting to him
under such circumstances than a public trial would
have been under others; and moved partly by the sense
that Lieschen’s love had practically drawn Kerkel
within the family—for her choice of him
as a husband had made him morally, if not legally,
a son-in-law; and moved partly by the sense of loneliness
which had now settled on their childless home,—Lehfeldt
had in the most pathetic and considerate terms begged
Kerkel to take the place of his adopted son, and become
joint partner with him in the business. This,
however, Kerkel had gently yet firmly declined.
He averred that he felt no injury, though great pain
had been inflicted on him by the examination.
He himself in such a case would not have shrunk from
demanding that his own brother should be tried, under
suspicions of similar urgency. It was simple
justice that all who were suspected should be examined;
justice also to them that they might for ever clear
themselves of doubtful appearances. But for
the rest, while he felt his old affectionate respect
for his master, he could recognize no claim to be removed
from his present position. Had she lived, said
the heartbroken youth, he would gladly have consented
to accept any fortune which her love might bestow,
because he felt that his own love and the devotion
of a life might repay it. But there was nothing
now that he could give in exchange. For his
services he was amply paid; his feelings towards Lieschen’s
parents must continue what they had ever been.
In vain Lehfeldt pleaded, in vain many friends argued.
Franz remained respectfully firm in his refusal.
This, as I said, interested Bourgonef immensely.
He seemed to enter completely into the minds of the
sorrowing, pleading parents, and the sorrowing, denying
lover. He appreciated and expounded their motives
with a subtlety and delicacy of perception which surprised
and delighted me. It showed the refinement of
his moral nature. But, at the same time, it
rendered his minor degree of interest in the other
episodes of the story, those which had a more direct
and overpowering appeal to the heart, a greater paradox.
Human nature is troubled in the presence of all mystery
which has not by long familiarity lost its power of
soliciting attention; and for my own part, I have
always been uneasy in the presence of moral problems.
Puzzled by the contradictions which I noticed in
Bourgonef, I tried to discover whether he had any general
repugnance to stories of crimes, or any special repugnance
to murders, or, finally, any strange repugnance to
this particular case now everywhere discussed.
And it is not a little remarkable that during three
separate interviews, in the course of which I severally,
and as I thought artfully, introduced these topics,
making them seem to arise naturally out of the suggestion
of our talk, I totally failed to arrive at any distinct
conclusion. I was afraid to put the direct question:
Do you not share the common feeling of interest in
criminal stories? This question would doubtless
have elicited a categorical reply; but somehow, the
consciousness of an arriere-pensee made me shrink from
putting such a question.