around to them and with emotion exclaimed, ’You
treat him as a fool and despise him; the day will
come when you will think it an honor to kiss his hand.’
At the expiration of the second year (at Wittem) the
question came up again, what was to be done with me.
My superior put this question to me, and demanded
of me under obedience to tell him in writing how, in
my belief, God intended to employ me in the future.
Though the answer to this question was no secret to
me, yet to express it while in a condition of such
utter helplessness required me to make an act of great
mortification. There was no escape, and my reply
was as follows: It seemed to me in looking back
at my career before becoming a Catholic that Divine
Providence had led me, as it were by the hand, through
the different ways of error and made me personally
acquainted with the different classes of persons and
their wants, of which the people of the United States
is composed, in order that after having made known
to me the truth, He might employ me the better to point
out to them the way to His Church. That, therefore,
my vocation was to labor for the conversion of my
non-Catholic fellow-countrymen. This work, it
seemed to me at first, was to be accomplished by means
of acquired science, but now it had been made plain
that God would have it done principally by the aid
of His grace, and if (I were) left to study at such
moments as my mind was free, it would not take a long
time for me to acquire sufficient knowledge to be ordained
a priest. This plan was adopted.”
A more explicit statement of the supernatural influences
by means of which God informed him of his mission
was made in after years to various persons, singly
and in common. It was to the effect that the
Holy Spirit gave him a distinct and unmistakable intimation
that he was set apart to undertake, in some leading
and conspicuous way, the conversion of this country.
That this intimation came to him while he was at Wittem
is also certain; but it is equally so that he had
premonitions of it during the novitiate. It was
the incongruity of such a persuasion being united
to a helpless inactivity of mind in matters of study
that made Isaac Hecker a puzzle to his very self, to
say nothing of those who had to decide his place in
the order. Father Othmann, in bidding him farewell
at St. Trond, had told him to become "un saint
fou," a holy fool; a direction based upon his excessive
abstraction of mind towards mystical things, and his
consequent incapacity for mental effort in ordinary
affairs. Once, at least, during those two eventful
years at Wittem, Father Othmann visited the place,
and when he saw Brother Hecker he embraced him and
exclaimed, “O here is the spouse of the Canticles!”
His farewell injunction on parting at St. Trond had
been perforce complied with.