She told us a tale out of it. No one wrote in
it, and no one read it, but herself, her brother,
and two sisters. She promised to show me some
of these magazines, but retracted it afterwards, and
would never be persuaded to do so. In our play
hours she sate, or stood still, with a book, if possible.
Some of us once urged her to be on our side in a game
at ball. She said she had never played, and could
not play. We made her try, but soon found that
she could not see the ball, so we put her out.
She took all our proceedings with pliable indifference,
and always seemed to need a previous resolution to
say ‘No’ to anything. She used to
go and stand under the trees in the play-ground, and
say it was pleasanter. She endeavoured to explain
this, pointing out the shadows, the peeps of sky,
&c. We understood but little of it. She
said that at Cowan Bridge she used to stand in the
burn, on a stone, to watch the water flow by.
I told her she should have gone fishing; she said
she never wanted. She always showed physical
feebleness in everything. She ate no animal food
at school. It was about this time I told her
she was very ugly. Some years afterwards, I
told her I thought I had been very impertinent.
She replied, ‘You did me a great deal of good,
Polly, so don’t repent of it.’ She
used to draw much better, and more quickly, than anything
we had seen before, and knew much about celebrated
pictures and painters. Whenever an opportunity
offered of examining a picture or cut of any kind,
she went over it piecemeal, with her eyes close to
the paper, looking so long that we used to ask her
‘what she saw in it.’ She could always
see plenty, and explained it very well. She
made poetry and drawing at least exceedingly interesting
to me; and then I got the habit, which I have yet,
of referring mentally to her opinion on all matters
of that kind, along with many more, resolving to describe
such and such things to her, until I start at the
recollection that I never shall.”
To feel the full force of this last sentence—to
show how steady and vivid was the impression which
Miss Bronte made on those fitted to appreciate her—I
must mention that the writer of this letter, dated
January 18th, 1856, in which she thus speaks of constantly
referring to Charlotte’s opinion has never seen
her for eleven years, nearly all of which have been
passed among strange scenes, in a new continent, at
the antipodes.
“We used to be furious politicians, as one could
hardly help being in 1832. She knew the names
of the two ministries; the one that resigned, and
the one that succeeded and passed the Reform Bill.
She worshipped the Duke of Wellington, but said that
Sir Robert Peel was not to be trusted; he did not
act from principle like the rest, but from expediency.
I, being of the furious radical party, told her ’how
could any of them trust one another; they were all
of them rascals!’ Then she would launch out
into praises of the Duke of Wellington, referring to
his actions; which I could not contradict, as I knew
nothing about him. She said she had taken interest
in politics ever since she was five years old.
She did not get her opinions from her father—that
is, not directly—but from the papers, &c.,
he preferred.”