those dependent on it sometimes amounts to a tyranny
of which one would rather be the victim than the inflicter.
We can only trust in such cases that the employers
err rather from a density of perception and an absence
of sympathy, than from any natural cruelty of disposition.
Among several things of the same kind, which I well
remember, she told me what had once occurred to herself.
She had been entrusted with the care of a little
boy, three or four years old, during the absence of
his parents on a day’s excursion, and particularly
enjoined to keep him out of the stable-yard.
His elder brother, a lad of eight or nine, and not
a pupil of Miss Bronte’s, tempted the little
fellow into the forbidden place. She followed,
and tried to induce him to come away; but, instigated
by his brother, he began throwing stones at her, and
one of them hit her so severe a blow on the temple
that the lads were alarmed into obedience. The
next day, in full family conclave, the mother asked
Miss Bronte what occasioned the mark on her forehead.
She simply replied, “An accident, ma’am,”
and no further inquiry was made; but the children (both
brothers and sisters) had been present, and honoured
her for not “telling tales.” From
that time, she began to obtain influence over all,
more or less, according to their different characters;
and as she insensibly gained their affection, her
own interest in them was increasing. But one
day, at the children’s dinner, the small truant
of the stable-yard, in a little demonstrative gush,
said, putting his hand in hers, “I love ’ou,
Miss Bronte.” Whereupon, the mother exclaimed,
before all the children, “Love the
governess,
my dear!”
“The family into which she first entered was,
I believe, that of a wealthy Yorkshire manufacturer.
The following extracts from her correspondence at
this time will show how painfully the restraint of
her new mode of life pressed upon her. The first
is from a letter to Emily, beginning with one of the
tender expressions in which, in spite of ‘humbug,’
she indulged herself. ‘Mine dear love,’
‘Mine-bonnie love,’ are her terms of address
to this beloved sister.
“June 8th, 1839.
“I have striven hard to be pleased with my new
situation. The country, the house and the grounds
are, as I have said, divine; but, alack-a-day! there
is such a thing as seeing all beautiful around you—pleasant
woods, white paths, green lawns, and blue sunshiny
sky—and not having a free moment or a free
thought left to enjoy them. The children are
constantly with me. As for correcting them,
I quickly found that was out of the question; they
are to do as they like. A complaint to the mother
only brings black looks on myself, and unjust, partial
excuses to screen the children. I have tried
that plan once, and succeeded so notably, I shall
try no more. I said in my last letter that Mrs.
—– did not know me. I now begin
to find she does not intend to know me; that she cares