timidity was not artificial, but arose from that fear
of not being properly appreciated, that slight estimation
of the neglect of the world, which also characterized
Raymond. But then Perdita thought more constantly
of others than he; and part of her bashfulness arose
from a wish to take from those around her a sense
of inferiority; a feeling which never crossed her mind.
From the circumstances of her birth and education,
Idris would have been better fitted for the formulae
of ceremony; but the very ease which accompanied such
actions with her, arising from habit, rendered them
tedious; while, with every drawback, Perdita evidently
enjoyed her situation. She was too full of new
ideas to feel much pain when we departed; she took
an affectionate leave of us, and promised to visit
us soon; but she did not regret the circumstances
that caused our separation. The spirits of Raymond
were unbounded; he did not know what to do with his
new got power; his head was full of plans; he had as
yet decided on none— but he promised himself,
his friends, and the world, that the aera of his Protectorship
should be signalized by some act of surpassing glory.
Thus, we talked of them, and moralized, as with diminished
numbers we returned to Windsor Castle. We felt
extreme delight at our escape from political turmoil,
and sought our solitude with redoubled zest. We
did not want for occupation; but my eager disposition
was now turned to the field of intellectual exertion
only; and hard study I found to be an excellent medicine
to allay a fever of spirit with which in indolence,
I should doubtless have been assailed. Perdita
had permitted us to take Clara back with us to Windsor;
and she and my two lovely infants were perpetual sources
of interest and amusement.
The only circumstance that disturbed our peace, was
the health of Adrian. It evidently declined,
without any symptom which could lead us to suspect
his disease, unless indeed his brightened eyes, animated
look, and flustering cheeks, made us dread consumption;
but he was without pain or fear. He betook himself
to books with ardour, and reposed from study in the
society he best loved, that of his sister and myself.
Sometimes he went up to London to visit Raymond, and
watch the progress of events. Clara often accompanied
him in these excursions; partly that she might see
her parents, partly because Adrian delighted in the
prattle, and intelligent looks of this lovely child.
Meanwhile all went on well in London. The new
elections were finished; parliament met, and Raymond
was occupied in a thousand beneficial schemes.
Canals, aqueducts, bridges, stately buildings, and
various edifices for public utility, were entered
upon; he was continually surrounded by projectors
and projects, which were to render England one scene
of fertility and magnificence; the state of poverty
was to be abolished; men were to be transported from
place to place almost with the same facility as the
Princes Houssain, Ali, and Ahmed, in the Arabian Nights.