in speed only, most misdirected speed, she neither
felt, nor feared, nor paused, but ran right on, till
her strength suddenly deserted her so suddenly, that
she had not thought to save herself. Her knees
failed her, and she fell heavily on the pavement.
She was stunned for a time; but at length rose, and
though sorely hurt, still walked on, shedding a fountain
of tears, stumbling at times, going she knew not whither,
only now and then with feeble voice she called my
name, adding with heart-piercing exclamations, that
I was cruel and unkind. Human being there was
none to reply; and the inclemency of the night had
driven the wandering animals to the habitations they
had usurped. Her thin dress was drenched with
rain; her wet hair clung round her neck; she tottered
through the dark streets; till, striking her foot against
an unseen impediment, she again fell; she could not
rise; she hardly strove; but, gathering up her limbs,
she resigned herself to the fury of the elements,
and the bitter grief of her own heart. She breathed
an earnest prayer to die speedily, for there was no
relief but death. While hopeless of safety for
herself, she ceased to lament for her dying child,
but shed kindly, bitter tears for the grief I should
experience in losing her. While she lay, life
almost suspended, she felt a warm, soft hand on her
brow, and a gentle female voice asked her, with expressions
of tender compassion, if she could not rise?
That another human being, sympathetic and kind, should
exist near, roused her; half rising, with clasped hands,
and fresh springing tears, she entreated her companion
to seek for me, to bid me hasten to my dying child,
to save him, for the love of heaven, to save him!
The woman raised her; she led her under shelter, she
entreated her to return to her home, whither perhaps
I had already returned. Idris easily yielded
to her persuasions, she leaned on the arm of her friend,
she endeavoured to walk on, but irresistible faintness
made her pause again and again.
Quickened by the encreasing storm, we had hastened
our return, our little charge was placed before Adrian
on his horse. There was an assemblage of persons
under the portico of our house, in whose gestures I
instinctively read some heavy change, some new misfortune.
With swift alarm, afraid to ask a single question,
I leapt from my horse; the spectators saw me, knew
me, and in awful silence divided to make way for me.
I snatched a light, and rushing up stairs, and hearing
a groan, without reflection I threw open the door
of the first room that presented itself. It was
quite dark; but, as I stept within, a pernicious scent
assailed my senses, producing sickening qualms, which
made their way to my very heart, while I felt my leg
clasped, and a groan repeated by the person that held
me. I lowered my lamp, and saw a negro half clad,
writhing under the agony of disease, while he held
me with a convulsive grasp. With mixed horror
and impatience I strove to disengage myself, and fell