In the mean time, while we descanted on alien sorrows, and on a solitude which struck our eyes and not our hearts, while we imagined all of change and suffering that had intervened in these once thronged streets, before, tenantless and abandoned, they became mere kennels for dogs, and stables for cattle:—­while we read the death of the world upon the dark fane, and hugged ourselves in the remembrance that we possessed that which was all the world to us—­in the meanwhile—–­

We had arrived from Windsor early in October, and had now been in London about six weeks.  Day by day, during that time, the health of my Idris declined:  her heart was broken; neither sleep nor appetite, the chosen servants of health, waited on her wasted form.  To watch her children hour by hour, to sit by me, drinking deep the dear persuasion that I remained to her, was all her pastime.  Her vivacity, so long assumed, her affectionate display of cheerfulness, her light-hearted tone and springy gait were gone.  I could not disguise to myself, nor could she conceal, her life-consuming sorrow.  Still change of scene, and reviving hopes might restore her; I feared the plague only, and she was untouched by that.

I had left her this evening, reposing after the fatigues of her preparations.  Clara sat beside her, relating a story to the two boys.  The eyes of Idris were closed:  but Clara perceived a sudden change in the appearance of our eldest darling; his heavy lids veiled his eyes, an unnatural colour burnt in his cheeks, his breath became short.  Clara looked at the mother; she slept, yet started at the pause the narrator made—­ Fear of awakening and alarming her, caused Clara to go on at the eager call of Evelyn, who was unaware of what was passing.  Her eyes turned alternately from Alfred to Idris; with trembling accents she continued her tale, till she saw the child about to fall:  starting forward she caught him, and her cry roused Idris.  She looked on her son.  She saw death stealing across his features; she laid him on a bed, she held drink to his parched lips.

Yet he might be saved.  If I were there, he might be saved; perhaps it was not the plague.  Without a counsellor, what could she do? stay and behold him die!  Why at that moment was I away?  “Look to him, Clara,” she exclaimed, “I will return immediately.”

She inquired among those who, selected as the companions of our journey, had taken up their residence in our house; she heard from them merely that I had gone out with Adrian.  She entreated them to seek me:  she returned to her child, he was plunged in a frightful state of torpor; again she rushed down stairs; all was dark, desert, and silent; she lost all self-possession; she ran into the street; she called on my name.  The pattering rain and howling wind alone replied to her.  Wild fear gave wings to her feet; she darted forward to seek me, she knew not where; but, putting all her thoughts, all her energy, all her being