this very steadiness is an omen of success; and it
becomes the duty of those who love them, to assist
in smoothing the obstructions in their path.
Such sentiments actuated our little circle. Finding
Perdita immoveable, we consulted as to the best means
of furthering her purpose. She could not go alone
to a country where she had no friends, where she might
arrive only to hear the dreadful news, which must overwhelm
her with grief and remorse. Adrian, whose health
had always been weak, now suffered considerable aggravation
of suffering from the effects of his wound. Idris
could not endure to leave him in this state; nor was
it right either to quit or take with us a young family
for a journey of this description. I resolved
at length to accompany Perdita. The separation
from my Idris was painful—but necessity
reconciled us to it in some degree: necessity
and the hope of saving Raymond, and restoring him
again to happiness and Perdita. No delay was
to ensue. Two days after we came to our determination,
we set out for Portsmouth, and embarked. The season
was May, the weather stormless; we were promised a
prosperous voyage. Cherishing the most fervent
hopes, embarked on the waste ocean, we saw with delight
the receding shore of Britain, and on the wings of
desire outspeeded our well filled sails towards the
South. The light curling waves bore us onward,
and old ocean smiled at the freight of love and hope
committed to his charge; it stroked gently its tempestuous
plains, and the path was smoothed for us. Day
and night the wind right aft, gave steady impulse to
our keel—nor did rough gale, or treacherous
sand, or destructive rock interpose an obstacle between
my sister and the land which was to restore her to
her first beloved,
Her dear heart’s confessor—a
heart within that heart.
VOL. II.
CHAPTER I.
During this voyage, when on calm evenings we conversed
on deck, watching the glancing of the waves and the
changeful appearances of the sky, I discovered the
total revolution that the disasters of Raymond had
wrought in the mind of my sister. Were they the
same waters of love, which, lately cold and cutting
as ice, repelling as that, now loosened from their
frozen chains, flowed through the regions of her soul
in gushing and grateful exuberance? She did not
believe that he was dead, but she knew that he was
in danger, and the hope of assisting in his liberation,
and the idea of soothing by tenderness the ills that
he might have undergone, elevated and harmonized the
late jarring element of her being. I was not so
sanguine as she as to the result of our voyage.
She was not sanguine, but secure; and the expectation
of seeing the lover she had banished, the husband,
friend, heart’s companion from whom she had
long been alienated, wrapt her senses in delight,
her mind in placidity. It was beginning life again;
it was leaving barren sands for an abode of fertile
beauty; it was a harbour after a tempest, an opiate
after sleepless nights, a happy waking from a terrible
dream.