Ah, we know you! Your soul works to infinite
ends,
Frets, uses life up for death’s
sake, takes pains,
Flings down love’s self—“but
you, bear me witness, my friends!
Have I lost spring? count up (see) the
winter’s fresh gains!
Is the shrub spoilt? the pine’s hair impends!”
XX
What, you’d say—“Mark how God
works! Years crowd, time wears thin,
Earth keeps good yet, the sun goes on,
stars hold their own,
And you’ll change, climb past sight of the world,
shift your skin,
Never heeding how life moans—’more
flesh now, less bone!’
For that cheek’s worn waste outline (death’s
grin)
XXI
“Pleads with time still—’what
good if I lose this? but see—’”
(There’s the crab gone!) “’I
said, “Though earth sinks,"’” (you
perceive?
Ah, true, back there!) your soul now—“’"yet
some vein might be
(Could one find it alive in the heart’s
core’s pulse, cleave
Through the life-springs where “you” melts
in “me")—
XXII
“’"Some true vein of the absolute soul,
which survives
All that flesh runs to waste through”—and
lo, this fails!
Here’s death close on us! One life? a million
of lives!
Why choose one sail to watch of these
infinite sails?
Time’s a tennis-play? thank you, no, fives!
XXIII
“‘Stop life’s ball then!’
Such folly! melt earth down for that,
Till the pure ore eludes you and leaves
you raw scoriae?
Pish, the vein’s wrong!” But you, friends—come,
what were you at
When God spat you out suddenly? what was
the story He
Cut short thus, the growth He laid flat?
XXIV
Wait! the crab’s twice alive, mark! Oh,
worthy, your soul,
Of strange ends, great results, novel
labours! Take note,
I reject this for one! (ay, now, straight to the hole!
Safe in sand there—your skirts
smooth out all as they float!)
I, shirk drinking through flaws in the bowl?
XXV
Or suppose now that rock’s cleft—grim,
scored to the quick,
As a man’s face kept fighting all
life through gets scored,
Mossed and marked with grey purulent leprosies, sick,
Flat and foul as man’s life here
(be swift with your sword—
Cut the soul out, stuck fast where thorns prick!)
XXVI
—Say it let the rock’s heart out,
its meaning, the thing
All was made for, devised, ruled out gradually,
planned—
Ah, that sea-shell, perhaps—since it lies,
such a ring
Of pure colour, a cup full of sunbeams,
to stand
(Say, in Lent) at the priest’s hand—(no
king!)