up in my mind the picture of the Christmas Eve they
were keeping, too, at that same hour, at the other
end of France. And the dear, good friends I had
left in Paris and in Rouen—where were they
at that moment? What were they doing? Were
they thinking of me? How I should have liked
to enjoy the wonderful power possessed by certain
heroes in the Arabian Nights, which would have allowed
me to see at that moment a vision of the loved ones
far away. Were they talking about me, sitting
together round the fire? I thought that this war
had been a splendid thing to us Chasseurs as long
as we were fighting as cavalry, scouring the plains,
searching the woods, galloping in advance of our infantry,
and bringing them information which enabled them to
deal their blows or parry those of the enemy, trying
to come up with the Prussian cavalry which fled before
us. But this trench warfare, this warfare in
which one stays for days and days in the same position,
in which ground is gained yard by yard, in which artifice
tries to outdo artifice, in which each side clings
to the ground it has won, digs into it, buries itself
in it, and dies in it sooner than give it up!
What warfare for cavalry! We have devoted ourselves
to it with all our hearts, and the chiefs who have
had us under their orders have never failed to commend
us; but at times we feel very weary, and during inaction
and solitude our imaginations begin to work.
Then we recall our regiment in full gallop over field
and plain; we hear the clank of swords and bits; we
see once more the flash of the blades, the motley
line of the horses; we evoke the well-known figures
of our chiefs on their chargers. That night my
mind became more restless than ever before; it broke
loose, it leapt away, and lived again the unforgettable
stages of this war: Charleroi, Guise, the Marne,
the defence of the Jaulgonne bridge, Montmirail, Reims,
... Belgium, Bixschoote; and then it fell back
into the gloomy dug-out where the flame of the single
candle traced disquieting shadows on the wall.
Suddenly a cold breath of air blew into my retreat.
The door opened abruptly, and at the top of the steps
a man, stooping over the floor of the passage, called
me in an undertone:
“Mon Lieutenant, come and see....
Something is happening....”
With a bound, I sprang from my shelter and climbed
up the ledge.
“Listen, mon Lieutenant.”
That night in the trenches was destined to overwhelm
me with astonishment, and this one surpassed all that
I could imagine. I should like to be able to
impart the extraordinary impression I felt; but one
would have to have been there that night to be capable
of realising it. Over that vast and silent plain,
in which everything seemed to sleep and where no other
sound was heard, there resounded from afar a voice
whose notes, in spite of the distance, reached our
ears. What an extraordinary thing it was!
That song, vibrating through the boundless night,
made our hearts beat and stirred us more than the
most perfectly ordered concert given by the most famous
singers.