What health was there, he demanded hotly, in holding in a dripping jungle to morals, to etiquette, to fashions of conduct?  Was he, the white man, intelligent, trained, disciplined in mind and body, to be judged by naked cannibals, by chattering monkeys, by mammoth primeval beasts?  His code of conduct was his own.  He was a law unto himself.

He came down the river on one of the larger steamers of the State, and, on this voyage, with many fellow-passengers.  He was now on his way home, but in the fact he felt no elation.  Each day the fever ran tingling through his veins, and left him listless, frightened, or choleric.  One night at dinner, in one of these moods of irritation, he took offence at the act of a lieutenant who, in lack of vegetables, drank from the vinegar bottle.  Everett protested that such table manners were unbecoming an officer, even an officer of the Congo; and on the lieutenant resenting his criticism, Everett drew his revolver.  The others at the table took it from him, and locked him in his cabin.  In the morning, when he tried to recall what had occurred, he could remember only that, for some excellent reason, he had hated some one with a hatred that could be served only with death.  He knew it could not have been drink, as each day the State allowed him but one half-bottle of claret.  That but for the interference of strangers he might have shot a man, did not interest him.  In the outcome of what he regarded merely as an incident, he saw cause neither for congratulation or self-reproach.  For his conduct he laid the blame upon the sun, and doubled his dose of fruit salts.

Everett was again at Matadi, waiting for the Nigeria to take on cargo before returning to Liverpool.  During the few days that must intervene before she sailed, he lived on board.  Although now actually bound north, the thought afforded him no satisfaction.  His spirits were depressed, his mind gloomy; a feeling of rebellion, of outlawry, filled him with unrest.

While the ship lay at the wharf, Hardy, her English captain, Cuthbert, the purser, and Everett ate on deck under the awning, assailed by electric fans.  Each was clad in nothing more intricate than pajamas.

“To-night,” announced Hardy, with a sigh, “we got to dress ship.  Mr. Ducret and his wife are coming on board.  We carry his trade goods, and I got to stand him a dinner and champagne.  You boys,” he commanded, “must wear ‘whites,’ and talk French.”

“I’ll dine on shore,” growled Everett.

“Better meet them,” advised Cuthbert.  The purser was a pink-cheeked, clear-eyed young man, who spoke the many languages of the coast glibly, and his own in the soft, detached voice of a well-bred Englishman.  He was in training to enter the consular service.  Something in his poise, in the assured manner in which he handled his white stewards and the black Kroo boys, seemed to Everett a constant reproach, and he resented him.