the city. To me tumult and discord appeared unnecessary.
I gave up these points, upon which they seized my
head eunuchs, Jewar Ali Khan and Behar Ali Khan, and
sent them to Mr. Middleton, after having obliged them
to sign a bond for sixty lacs of rupees; they were
thrown into prison, with fetters about their feet,
and denied food and water. I, who had never, even
in my dreams, experienced such an oppression, gave
up all I had to preserve my honor and dignity:
but this would not satisfy their demands: they
charged me with a rupee and a half batta upon each
mohur, and on this account laid claims upon me to
the amount of six lacs some thousand rupees, and sent
Major Gilpin to exact the payment. Major Gilpin,
according to orders, at first was importunate; but
being a man of experience, and of a benevolent disposition,
when he was convinced of my want of means, he changed
his conduct, and was willing to apply to the shroffs
and bankers to lend me the money. But with the
loss of my jaghire my credit was sunk; I could not
raise the sum. At last, feeling my helpless situation,
I collected my wardrobe and furniture, to the amount
of about three lacs of rupees, besides fifty thousand
rupees which I borrowed from one place or other, and
sent Major Gilpin with it to Lucknow. My sufferings
did not terminate here. The disturbances of Colonel
Hannay and Mr. Gordon were made a pretence for seizing
my jaghire. The state of the matter is this.
When Colonel Hannay was by Mr. Hastings ordered to
march to Benares, during the troubles of Cheyt Sing,
the Colonel, who had plundered the whole country,
was incapable of proceeding, from the union of thousands
of zemindars, who had seized this favorable opportunity:
they harassed Mr. Gordon near Junivard [Juanpore?],
and the zemindars of that place and Acberpore opposed
his march from thence, till he arrived near Taunda.
As the Taunda nullah, from its overflowing, was difficult
to cross without a boat, Mr. Gordon sent to the Phousdar
to supply him. He replied, the boats were all
in the river, but would, according to orders, assist
him as soon as possible. Mr. Gordon’s situation
would not admit of his waiting: he forded the
nullah upon his elephant, and was hospitably entertained
and protected by the Phousdar for six days. In
the mean time a letter was received by me from Colonel
Hannay, desiring me to escort Mr. Gordon to Fyzabad.
As my friendship for the English was always sincere,
I readily complied, and sent some companies of nejeebs
to escort Mr. Gordon, and all his effects, to Fyzabad,
where, having provided for his entertainment, I effected
his junction with Colonel Hannay. The letters
of thanks I received from both these gentlemen upon
this occasion are still in my possession, copies of
which I gave in charge to Major Gilpin, to be delivered
to Mr. Middleton, that he might forward them to the
Governor-General. To be brief, those who have
loaded me with accusations are now clearly convicted
of falsehood. But is it not extraordinary, notwithstanding
the justness of my cause, that nobody relieves my
misfortunes? Why did Major Gilpin return without
effect?