He smiled sadly.  They would say he was mad.  They would classify him as suffering from shell shock.  A frock-coated committee would gravely recommend him for treatment in the mental hospital at Essondale.  They would not understand.

Hollister covered his face with a swift, tight clasping of his hands.  Something rose chokingly in his throat.  Into his eyes a slow, scalding wetness crept like a film.  He set his teeth in one corner of his pillow.

CHAPTER II

When Hollister was eighteen years old he had been briefly troubled by an affliction of his eyes brought on from overstudy.  His father, at the time, was interested in certain timber operations on the coast of British Columbia.  In these rude camps, therefore, young Hollister spent a year.  During that twelve months books were prohibited.  He lived in the woods, restored the strength of his eyes amid that restful greenness, hardened a naturally vigorous body by healthy, outdoor labor with the logging crews.  He returned home to go on with his University work in eastern Canada with unforgettable impressions of the Pacific coast, a boyish longing to go back to that region where the mountains receded from the sea in wave after wave of enormous height, where the sea lapped with green lips at the foot of the ranges and thrust winding arms back into the very heart of the land, and where the land itself, delta and slope and slide-engraved declivities, was clothed with great, silent forests, upon which man, with his axes and saws, his machinery, his destructiveness in the name of industry, had as yet made little more impression than the nibbling of a single mouse on the rim of a large cheese.

When he graduated he did return on a thirty-days’ vacation, which the lure of the semi-wild country prolonged for six months,—­a whole summer in which he resisted the importunities of his father to take his part in the business upon which rested the family fortune.  Hollister never forgot that summer.  He was young.  He had no cares.  He was free.  All life spread before him in a vast illusion of unquestionable joyousness.  There was a rose-pink tinge over these months in which he fished salmon and trout, climbed the frowning escarpments of the Coast Range, gave himself up to the spell of a region which is still potent with the charm of the wilderness untamed.  There had always lingered in his receptive mind a memory of profound beauty, a stark beauty of color and outline, an unhampered freedom, opportunity as vast as the mountains that looked from their cool heights down on the changeful sea and the hushed forests, brooding in the sun and rain.

So he had come back again, after seven years, scarcely knowing why he came, except that the coast beckoned with a remote gesture, and that he desired to get as far as possible from the charnel house of Europe, and that he shrank from presenting himself among the acquaintances of his boyhood and the few distant relatives left him upon the Atlantic seaboard.