In the days when passion budded,
And she in the
churchyard lain
Came over his books as he
studied
With an exquisite
pang of pain,
He played to his sons their
mother’s
Old favorites
ere she wed;
Those tunes, like hundreds
of others,
Were requiems
of the dead.
They lay in the kirk’s
inclosure:
All three, in
the shadows dim,
In a cenotaph’s cynosure
That waited for
only him,
Who sat with his fiddle tuning
On the spot where
his fame was won,
On the empty world communing,
Without a wife
or a son.
And he drew his bow so plaintive
And loud, like
a human cry,
That the light of the shutter
darkened
From somebody
passing by.
A young man peeped at the
pensive
Great man, so
familiar known;
His features, if inoffensive,
Were like to the
judge’s own.
“Come in,” cried
the politician—
“Come not,”
his soul would have said—
“Thou bringest to me
a vision
Of a sin ere thy
mother wed,
When I, wild boy from college,
Her humble desert
o’ercame,
And we hid the guilty knowledge
Beneath thy father’s
name.”
The youth delayed no longer,
His sense of music
strong,
Nor knew of his mother’s
wronger,
Nor that she had
known a wrong;
Deep in the grave the secret
Her husband might
never guess.
He stood before his father
With a loyal gentleness.
“What tune, fair boy,
desirest
My old friend’s
worthy son?—
Say but what thou requirest,
And for father’s
sake ’tis done.”
“Oh! Judge, our
State’s defender,
Whose life has
all been power,
Play me the tune most tender,
When thou felt
thy greatest hour!”
The old man thought a minute,
Irresolutely stirred,
As if his fiddle’s humor
Changed like a
mocking-bird;
Then, as his tears came raining
Upon the plaintive
chords,
He played the invitation
To the sinner,
of his Lord’s.
“Come, poor and needy
sinners,
And weak and sick,
and sore,
The patient Jesus lingers
To draw you through
the door.”
It was a tune remembered
From old revival
nights,
In crowded country churches,
Where dimly blew
the lights.
And boys grew superstitious
To hear the mourners
wail.
The great man, self-degraded,
So sighed his
contrite tale
In notes that failed for sobbing,
To feel Heaven’s
sentence well,
That took away his Isaac
And blessed the
Ishmael.
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