J. B. (James Ballantyne) could not be aware of, and
which, if you were aware of, might have influenced
your judgment, which had, and yet have, a most powerful
effect upon mine. The deaths of both my father
and mother have been preceded by a paralytic shock.
My father survived it for nearly two years—a
melancholy respite, and not to be desired. I
was alarmed with Miss Young’s morning visit,
when, as you know, I lost my speech. The medical
people said it was from the stomach, which might be,
but while there is a doubt upon a point so alarming,
you will not wonder that the subject, or to use Hare’s
lingo, the
shot, should be a little
anxious.” He relates how he had followed
all the strict medical
regime prescribed to
him with scrupulous regularity, and then begun his
work again with as much attention as he could.
“And having taken pains with my story, I find
it is not relished, nor indeed tolerated, by those
who have no interest in condemning it, but a strong
interest in putting even a face” (? force) “upon
their consciences. Was not this, in the circumstances,
a damper to an invalid already afraid that the sharp
edge might be taken off his intellect, though he was
not himself sensible of that?” In fact, no more
masterly discussion of the question whether his mind
were failing or not, and what he ought to do in the
interval of doubt, can be conceived, than these letters
give us. At this time the debt of Ballantyne
and Co. had been reduced by repeated dividends—all
the fruits of Scott’s literary work—more
than one half. On the 17th of December, 1830,
the liabilities stood at 54,000_l._, having been reduced
63,000_l._ within five years. And Sir Walter,
encouraged by this great result of his labour, resumed
the suspended novel.
But with the beginning of 1831 came new alarms.
On January 5th Sir Walter enters in his diary,—“Very
indifferent, with more awkward feelings than I can
well bear up against. My voice sunk and my head
strangely confused.” Still he struggled
on. On the 31st January he went alone to Edinburgh
to sign his will, and stayed at his bookseller’s
(Cadell’s) house in Athol Crescent. A great
snow-storm set in which kept him in Edinburgh and
in Mr. Cadell’s house till the 9th February.
One day while the snow was still falling heavily,
Ballantyne reminded him that a motto was wanting for
one of the chapters of Count Robert of Paris.
He went to the window, looked out for a moment, and
then wrote,—
“The storm increases; ’tis
no sunny shower,
Foster’d in the moist breast of March or
April,
Or such as parched summer cools his lips with.
Heaven’s windows are flung wide; the inmost
deeps
Call, in hoarse greeting, one upon another;
On comes the flood, in all its foaming horrors,
And where’s the dike shall stop it?
The
Deluge: a Poem.”