quite know what, he had had large ideas at one time;
they had had to be diminished once because five pounds
will not do as much as twenty; they had to be diminished
again because he had been fleeced of so much of the
five pounds. A wave of anger shook him as he thought
of that, but he suppressed it; he felt that he must
not give way, so he looked steadily at the window.
There were furs displayed there, muffs and collarettes
of skunk and other animals, even the humble rabbit
artistically treated to meet the insatiable female
appetite for sable at all prices. The Captain
decided on the best collarette displayed and turned
towards the shop door feeling a little better in the
glow of benevolence that returned to him as he thought
of how much he was going to spend for Julia.
Just as he was going in he caught sight of a girl
selling violets in the street. She was a good-looking
impudent girl, and catching his eye she pressed her
wares on him glibly; he hesitated, smiled—here
was one who treated him as a man, who considered it
worth while. He looked defiantly at the passers
by—he was a man, not an object for curiosity
or kindly contempt. He returned the girl’s
glance with an ogle and, stepping as jauntily as he
could to the edge of the pavement, took a bunch of
flowers with some suitable pleasantry. Half-way
through his remark he stopped dead; he had felt in
his pocket for a penny and found nothing. Quickly,
feverishly, almost desperately, he felt in the other
pocket; there were three coins there; by the size
he could tell that one at least was a penny; he took
it out and gave it to the girl; he had not the courage
to put down the flowers and go without them. Then
he turned away. A narrow passage ran down between
the draper’s and the next house; fewer people
went that way and in the window there, common and
less expensive goods were displayed. The Captain
went down the foot-way and examined the two remaining
coins. They were a shilling and a penny.
People passed and repassed along the main road; carts
and carriages rumbled over the uneven stones; no one
heeded the shabby hopeless figure by the side window.
They were lighting up in the draper’s though
outside there was still daylight; the gas jets were
considered to make the place look more attractive.
They shone warmly on the furs and silk scarves in
the front window, making them look rich and luxurious.
Two girls stopped to look in; then, their means being
more suitable to the goods there, they came to examine
the side window. They were two servants out for
the afternoon; they wore winter coats open over summer
dresses and hats that might be called autumnal, seeing
that they were an ingenious blending of the best that
was left from the headgear of both seasons.
“I shall get one of them woolly neck things,
I shall,” one said; “they’re quite
as nice as fur and not so dear.”
The other could not agree. “Don’t
care about them myself,” she said; “I
must say I like a bit of sable.”