old minister who regarded us suspiciously all the time
he was performing the ceremony. I was sure he
thought us a runaway couple, but that did not trouble
me so much as that obscure marriage with a heavy-looking
pair brought in from a cottage near at hand to witness
the ceremony. I kept contrasting it with the
stately ceremony that was to have taken place nearly
at the same hour, in old Trinity, with the organ pealing
forth the wedding march, the rush of guests and sight-seers,
orange blossoms and perfumes, and all the bewildering
vanities of a fashionable wedding. Before I had
signed my maiden name for the last time, I began to
regret my rash step, and ere the month was ended the
thorns of my ill-advised sowing were springing up around
me. We were neither of us so constituted as to
make the best of a bad bargain, and our married life
had scarce begun when we began magnifying each other’s
failings, and soon our brief passion had burnt itself
out. Ah, me! with what regret I used to look
back to this quiet town, and the stately calm of Oaklands,
after one of our vulgar quarrels. I learned too
soon that my husband was a gambler, and that my fortune
had been a more coveted prize than myself; but fortunately,
neither of us could touch anything but the interest
until my eldest child should come of age. So often
in my free-hearted days we had made merry over my
father’s ridiculous will! Now how I thanked
him for his wise forethought while my husband stormed
because it was so far beyond his reach! We might
have lived in all my accustomed style on the interest
if my husband had been just; but now, instead of sumptuous
apparel I had to make the best of garments bought
before my marriage, while cheap hotels took the place
of my former elegant surroundings. My one passionate
desire was to be free from this hated union and many
a time, no doubt, I was a murderess in my heart in
my longing to see him dead. At last my wish was
granted. He was brought home to me one night,
a pistol-shot through his heart, received in a low
gambling hell. I did not trouble to inquire the
particulars. He has been dead a year. I
have returned to America—for, at the time
of his death, we were in Europe. I have waited
a decent time; and now, can you guess what has brought
me to Cavendish?”
I shrank away from her when she turned towards me, a gracious smile on her face. “You are silent. Is it a hopeless errand I have come on, think you?”
“If you have come to seek Mr. Winthrop’s pardon, I think it is——”
“You do not realize my influence over him. I could bend him to my will like the merest child.”
I opened the album which still lay on my knee. “You must not expect to meet the same man you knew here. He has changed—matured since then—if I can judge from his face.”
“His heart, I am convinced, is unchanged. He is not one to forget the one passion of his life. You have not gauged the depths of his character. Ah, me! that I should have flung such a man away!”