do learn, and information to a certain point
is general. Those who have knowledge are not shy
of imparting it, and those who are ignorant take care
not to seem so; but are sometimes agreeable, often
amusing, and seldom
betes. Nowhere have
I seen unformed sheepish boys, nowhere the surliness,
awkwardness, ungraciousness, and uneasy proud bashfulness,
I have seen in the best companies in England.
Our French friend Lucien has, at fifteen, the air
and conversation of a finished gentleman; and our
English friend C—— is at eighteen,
the veriest log of a lumpish school-boy that ever
entered a room. What I have seen of society, I
like: the delicious climate too, the rich skies,
the clear elastic atmosphere, the
out of doors
life the people lead, are all (in summer at least)
delightful. There may be less
comfort here;
but nobody feels the want of it; and there is certainly
more amusement—and amusement is here truly
“le supreme bonheur.” Happiness,
according to the French meaning of the word, lies more
on the surface of life: it is a sort of happiness
which is cheap and ever at hand. This is the
place to live in for the merry poor man, or the melancholy
rich one: for those who have too much money, and
those who have too little; for those who only wish,
like the Irishman “to live all the days of their
life,”—
prendre en legere monnaie
la somme des plaisirs: but to the thinking,
the feeling, the domestic man, who only exists, enjoys,
suffers through his affections—
“Who is retired as noontide
dew,
Or fountain in a noonday grove—”
to such a one, Paris must be nothing better than a
vast frippery shop, an ever-varying galantee show,
an eternal vanity fair, a vortex of folly, a pandemonium
of vice.
September 18.—Our imperials are
packed, our passports signed, and we set off to-morrow
for Geneva by Dijon and the Jura. I leave nothing
behind me to regret, I see nothing before me to fear,
and have no hope but in change; and now all that remains
to be said of Paris, and all its wonders and all its
vanities, all its glories and all its gaieties, are
they not recorded in the ponderous chronicles of most
veracious tourists, and what can I add thereto?
Geneva, Saturday Night, 11 o’clock.—Can
it be the “blue rushing of the arrowy Rhone”
I hear from my window? Shall I hear it to-morrow,
when I wake? Have I seen, have I felt the reality
of what I have so often imagined? and much, much
more? How little do I feel the contretemps and
privations which affect others—and feel
them only because they affect others!
To me they are nothing: I have in a few hours
stored my mind with images of beauty and grandeur which
will last through my whole existence.
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