Mrs. Lawrence, inclining her head, sank, rather than sat, upon the bench.
“Perhaps I should not have spoken so,” she said, in a composed voice, “as my husband was only a private, and you are the Colonel; but I think you understand that I was neither born nor reared to this position.”
“I do understand,” replied Colonel Fortescue, “and some one has done you a very great wrong in bringing you to this post; but you may depend upon it that neither you nor your child shall suffer for the present, and I hope you will soon be well.”
[Illustration: “Neither you nor your child shall suffer for the present.”]
“It is my heart that is more ill than my body,” replied Mrs. Lawrence, and the Colonel passed on.
The tragedy of a desertion is very great, and as Colonel Fortescue said, tragedies grow more intense in the fierce cold of winter, and Mrs. Lawrence and the beautiful little boy were, in themselves, living tragedies. Sergeant McGillicuddy, too, had a tragic aspect. In spite of all the Colonel could say, the Sergeant still accused himself of being the cause of Lawrence’s desertion. McGillicuddy’s bronzed face, like a hickory nut, grew so haggard, his self-reproaches so piteous, that Colonel Fortescue thought it well to give him a positive order to say nothing of the circumstances that led up to Lawrence’s striking him. The Sergeant begged to be allowed to tell the chaplain about it; to this Colonel Fortescue consented, and McGillicuddy had a long conversation with the chaplain.
“The Colonel says, sir,” McGillicuddy declared mournfully to the chaplain, “as it is the damned climate,—excuse me, sir,—that makes everybody queer.”
“I’ll excuse you,” replied the chaplain, who had the same opinion of the Arctic cold as Colonel Fortescue. “I think the cold gets on men’s nerves and makes them queer.”
However, the chaplain had the power to console, and McGillicuddy became a trifle more resigned, and even had a faint hope of Lawrence’s return, caught from Mrs. McGillicuddy’s report of Mrs. Lawrence’s fixed belief that Lawrence would come back and give himself up. One great consolation to the Sergeant was, to spend a large part of his pay in comforts for Mrs. Lawrence and clothes and books and toys for the little Ronald. Mrs. McGillicuddy, who had reasoned out a very good solution of McGillicuddy’s troubles, encouraged him in his kindness to Mrs. Lawrence and the boy, so that the old rule of God making the devil work for Him was again illustrated; much good came to those whom Lawrence had deserted.
The chaplain thought it a good time to preach a sermon on loyalty, and on the very Sunday after Colonel Fortescue had talked with Mrs. Lawrence, the congregation that crowded the chapel heard an exposition of what loyalty meant, especially loyalty to one’s country. Among the most attentive listeners was Kettle, whose honest black face glowed when the chaplain proclaimed that every man owed it to his country to defend it, if required. When the congregation streamed out of the chapel, Mrs. Fortescue stopped a moment to congratulate the chaplain on his sermon. Behind her stood Kettle, who was never very far away from Miss Betty.