been disposed to pick her up and carry her along on the hard road upon which they fared together.  Maria was half fed in every sense; she had not enough nourishing food for her body, nor love for her heart, nor exercise for her brain.  She had no time to read, as she was forced to sew when out of the shop if she would have anything to wear.  When at last she went up-stairs to bed, before Abby returned, she sat down by her window, and leaned her little, peaked chin on the sill and looked out.  The stars were unusually bright for a summer night; the whole sky seemed filled with a constantly augmenting host of them.  The scent of tobacco came to her from below.  To the lonely girl the stars and the scent of the tobacco served as stimulants; she formed a forcible wish.  “I wish,” she muttered to herself, “that I was either an angel or a man.”  Then the next minute she chided herself for her wickedness.  A great wave of love for God, and remorse for impatience and melancholy in her earthly lot, swept over her.  She knelt down beside her bed and prayed.  An exultation half-physical, half-spiritual, filled her.  When she rose, her little, thin face was radiant.  She seemed to measure the shortness of the work and woe of the world as between her thumb and finger.  The joy of the divine filled all her longing.  When Abby came home, who shared her chamber, she felt no jealousy.  She only inquired whether she had gone quite home with Ellen.  “Yes, I did,” replied Abby.  “I don’t think it is safe for her to go past that lonely place below the Smiths’.”

“I’m glad you did,” said Maria, with an angelic inflection in her voice.

“Robert Lloyd came to see Ellen, and she ran away over here, and wouldn’t see him, because they had all been plaguing her about him,” said Abby.  “I wish she wouldn’t do so.  It would be a splendid thing for her to marry him, and I know he likes her, and his aunt is going to send her to college.”

“That won’t make any difference to Ellen, and everything will be all right anyway, if only she loved God,” said Maria, still with that rapt, angelic voice.

“Shucks!” said Abby.  Then she leaned over her sister, caught her by her little, thin shoulders and shook her tenderly.  “There, I didn’t mean to speak so,” said she.  “You’re awful good, Maria.  I’m glad you’ve got religion if it’s so much comfort to you.  I don’t mean to make light of it, but I’m afraid you ain’t well.  I’m goin’ to get you some more of that tonic to-morrow.”

Chapter XXXI

When Ellen reached home that night she found no one there except her father, who was sitting on the door-step in the north yard.  Her mother had gone to see her aunt Eva as soon as the dressmaker had left.  “Who was that with you?” Andrew asked, as she drew near.

“Abby,” replied Ellen.

“So you went over there?”

Ellen sat down on a lower step in front of her father.  “Yes,” said she.  She half laughed up in his face, like a child who knows she has been naughty, yet knows she will not be blamed since she can count so surely on the indulgent love of the would-be blamer.