She was in terror lest Granville should renew his appeal of a few weeks before, and she was in terror of her own pity for him, and also of that mysterious impulse and longing which sometimes seized her to her own wonder and discomfiture.  Sometimes, in thinking of Granville Joy, and his avowal of love, and the touch of his hand on hers, and his lips on hers, she felt, although she knew she did not love him, a softening of her heart and a quickening of her pulse which made her wonder as to her next movement, if it might be something which she had not planned.  And always, after thinking of Granville, she thought of Robert Lloyd; some mysterious sequence seemed to be established between the two in the girl’s mind, though she was not in love with either.

Ellen was just at that period almost helpless before the demands of her own nature.  No great stress in her life had occurred to awaken her to a stanchness either of resistance or yielding.  She was in the full current of her own emotions, which, added to a goodly flood inherited from the repressed passion of New England ancestors, had a strong pull upon her feet.  Sooner or later she would be given that hard shake of life which precipitates and organizes in all strong natures, but just now she was in a ferment.  She walked along under the crescent moon, with the young man at her side whose every thought and imagination was dwelling upon her with love.  She was conscious of a tendency of her own imagination in his direction, or rather in the direction of the love and passion which he represented, and all the time her heart was filled with the ideal image of another woman.  She was prostrated with that hero-worship which belongs to young and virgin souls, and yet she felt the drawing of that other admiration which is more earthly and more fascinating, as it shows the jewel tints in one’s own soul as well as in the other.

As for Granville Joy, who had scrubbed his hands and face well with scented soap to take away the odor of the leather, and put on a clean shirt and collar, being always prepared for the possibility of meeting this dainty young girl whom he loved, he walked along by her side, casting, from time to time, glances which were pure admiration at the face over the great bunch of sweet-peas.

“Don’t you want me to carry them for you?” he asked.

“No, thank you,” replied Ellen.  “They are nothing to carry.”

“They’re real pretty flowers,” said Granville, timidly.

“Yes, I think they are.”

“Mother planted some, but hers didn’t come up.  Mother has got some beautiful nasturtiums.  Perhaps you would like some,” he said, eagerly.

“No, thank you, I have some myself,” Ellen said, rather coldly.  “I’m just as much obliged to you.”