Andrew felt as if he were dying. Fanny gripped
his arm hard. Mrs. Zelotes had the look of one
about to spring. Ellen had the terrible sensation
which has in it a nightmare of inability to move, allied
with the intensest consciousness. She knew that
she was to read her valedictory, she knew that she
must raise that white-ribboned roll and read, or else
be disgraced forever, and yet she was powerless.
But suddenly some compelling glance seemed to arouse
her from this lock of nerve and muscle; she raised
her eyes, and Cynthia Lennox, on the farther side
of the hall, was gazing full at her with an indescribable
gaze of passion and help and command. Her own
mother’s look could not have influenced her.
Ellen raised her valedictory, bowed, and began to
read. Andrew looked so pale that people nudged
one another to look at him. Mrs. Zelotes settled
back, relaxing stiffly from her fierce attitude.
Fanny wiped her forehead with a cheap lace-bordered
handkerchief. There was a stifled sob farther
back, that came from Eva Tenny, who sat back on account
of a break across the shoulders in the back of her
silk dress. Amabel, anaemic and eager in a little,
tawdry, cheap muslin frock, sat beside her, with worshipful
eyes on Ellen. “What ailed her?” she
whispered, hitting her mother with a sharp little
elbow. “Hush up!” whispered Eva,
angrily, surreptitiously wiping her eyes. In front,
directly in her line of vision, sat the woman of whom
she was jealous—the young widow, who had
been Aggie Bemis, arrayed in a handsome India silk
and a flower-laden hat. Eva’s hat was trimmed
with a draggled feather and a bunch of roses which
she had tried to color with aniline dye. When
she got home that night she tore the feather out of
the hat and flung it across the room. She wished
to do it that afternoon every time she looked at the
other woman’s roses against the smooth knot
of her brown hair, and that repressed impulse, with
her alarm at Ellen’s silence, had made her almost
hysterical. When Ellen’s clear young voice
rose and filled the hall she calmed herself.
Ellen had not folded back her first page with a flutter
of the white satin ribbons before people began to
sit straight and stare at each other incredulously.
The subject of the valedictory, as well as those of
the other essays, had been allotted, and Ellen’s
had been “Equality,” and she had written
a most revolutionary valedictory. Ellen had written
with a sort of poetic fire, and, crude as it all was,
she might have had the inspiration of a Shelley or
a Chatterton as she stood there, raising her fearless
young front over the marshalling of her sentiments
on the smooth sheets of foolscap. Her voice,
once started, rang out clear and full. She had
hesitated at nothing, she flung all castes into a common
heap of equality with her strong young arms, and she
set them all on one level of the synagogue. She
forced the employer and his employe to one bench of
service in the grand system of things; she gave the