We had aided to raise her as became the child of her father, whose story she knew as soon as she was able to understand, but she knew it from the lips of the brave mother, who cherished his memory. Until she was a woman grown it was I, however, who, of her two self-appointed guardians, had watched over her. Children did not interest him.
He had married some years before that time, married well with an eye to a calm comfortable future, as became an artist who could not be hampered by the need of money.
Indeed, it was not until he knew that I was to marry her that he really looked at her.
And I, with all my experience of him, simply because I was never able to understand the dual nature, failed at that fatal hour when we stood together beside our protegee to apply to the situation the knowledge that years of experience should have taught me.
I was so bound up in my own feelings that I failed to remember that, until then, I had never had a great emotion that his nature had not acted as a lens in the kindling.
Then, too, there was a dense sense of the conventional—a logical enough birthright—in my make-up. I, who had known him so long, so well, seemed, nevertheless, when he married, to have fancied there was some hocus-pocus in the ceremony, which should make a definite change in a man’s character, as well as a presumable change in his way of life.
It must have been that there, in the open, at the foot of the knoll, I slept, as one does the first night after a long awaited death, when the relief that pain is passed, and suspense ended, deadens grief. She was no longer in this world of torture. That helped me.
* * * * *
The next I knew, it was the sun, and not the moon which was shining on me.
The wind had stilled its sobbing in the trees.
Only the rushing of the river sounded in my ears.
I rose slowly, and mounted the steps.
A tiny white marble mosque of wonderful beauty—for he who erected it was one of the world’s great artists, whose works will live to glorify his name and his art when all his follies shall have been forgotten—stood in a court paved with marble.
It was encircled with a low coping of the whitest of stone. Over this low wall vines were already growing, and the woodbine that was mingled with it was stained with those glorious tints in which Nature says to life, “Even death is beautiful.”
The wide bronze doors on either side were open.
I accepted the fact without even wondering why—or asking myself who, in opening them, had discovered my presence!
I entered.
For a brief time I stood once more within the room where she lay.
An awful peace fell on my soul, as if her soul had whispered in the words we had so often read together:
“I lie so composedly
Now in my bed—”