up a house for herself;—but she was quite
aware that that project could not be used further
than for the purpose of scaring her amiable aunt.
And if not that,—then could she content
herself to look forward to a joint life with Lady
Baldock and Augusta Boreham? She might, of course,
oblige her aunt by taking Lord Fawn, or oblige her
aunt equally by taking Mr. Appledom; but she was strongly
of opinion that either Lord Chiltern or Phineas would
be preferable to these. Thinking over it always
she had come to feel that it must be either Lord Chiltern
or Phineas; but she had never whispered her thought
to man or woman. On her journey to Loughlinter,
where she then knew that she was to meet Lord Chiltern,
she endeavoured to persuade herself that it should
be Phineas. But Lady Laura had marred it all
by that ill-told fib. There had been a moment
before in which Violet had felt that Phineas had sacrificed
something of that truth of love for which she gave
him credit to the glances of Madame Goesler’s
eyes; but she had rebuked herself for the idea, accusing
herself not only of a little jealousy, but of foolish
vanity. Was he, whom she had rejected, not to
speak to another woman? Then came the blow from
Lady Laura, and Violet knew that it was a blow.
This gallant lover, this young Crichton, this unassuming
but ardent lover, had simply taken up with her as soon
as he had failed with her friend. Lady Laura
had been most enthusiastic in her expressions of friendship.
Such platonic regards might be all very well.
It was for Mr. Kennedy to look to that. But, for
herself, she felt that such expressions were hardly
compatible with her ideas of having her lover all
to herself. And then she again remembered Madame
Goesler’s bright blue eyes.
Lord Chiltern came on Christmas eve, and was received
with open arms by his sister, and with that painful,
irritating affection which such a girl as Violet can
show to such a man as Lord Chiltern, when she will
not give him that other affection for which his heart
is panting. The two men were civil to each other,—but
very cold. They called each other Kennedy and
Chiltern, but even that was not done without an effort.
On the Christmas morning Mr. Kennedy asked his brother-in-law
to go to church. “It’s a kind of thing
I never do,” said Lord Chiltern. Mr. Kennedy
gave a little start, and looked a look of horror.
Lady Laura showed that she was unhappy. Violet
Effingham turned away her face, and smiled.
As they walked across the park Violet took Lord Chiltern’s
part. “He only means that he does not go
to church on Christmas day.”
“I don’t know what he means,” said
Mr. Kennedy.
“We need not speak of it,” said Lady Laura.
“Certainly not,” said Mr. Kennedy.
“I have been to church with him on Sundays myself,”
said Violet, perhaps not reflecting that the practices
of early years had little to do with the young man’s
life at present.