the great rocks I had sometimes slept under when I
was with the gipsies. Only there were windows
in the rock, out of which looked faces, and I got looking
back at one of these faces and the face looked at
me, and I liked it and got up on my knees and held
up my arms, and the face drew back out of sight, and
I felt very sorry and cried and almost laid down again.
I seemed so alone and hurt and hungry. But the
children—there were crowds of children—wouldn’t
let me. They got in a ring and pulled at me, and
some one cried: ‘Big cheeks is coming!
Big cheeks will eat her up,’ and I was angry
and got up on my feet. But I couldn’t walk;
I screamed when I tried to, which frightened the children,
and they all ran away. But I didn’t fall;
an arm was round me, a good, kind arm, and though I
didn’t see the face of the woman who helped,
for she had her head wrapped up in an old shawl, I
felt that it was the same which had looked out of the
window at me, and went willingly enough when she began
to draw me toward the house and up the first flight
of stairs, though I could hardly help screaming every
time my foot touched the ground. At the top of
the first flight I stopped; I could go no further.
The woman heard me pant, and pushing the covering
from her eyes, she turned my face towards the light
and looked at it. I thought she wanted to see
if I was strong enough to go on, but that wasn’t
it at all, for in a minute I heard her say, in a voice
so sweet I thought I had never heard the like, ’Yes,
you’re pretty; I want a pretty girl to stay
with me and go about selling my things. I love
pretty girls; I never was pretty myself. Will
you stay with me if I take you up to my room and take
care of you? I’ll be good to you, little
duckling, everybody about here will tell you that;
everybody but the children, they don’t like
me.’ I moaned, but it was from happiness.
It seemed too good to hear that cooing voice in my
ear. I thought of my mother—a dream—and
my arms went up as they had in the street below.
’I will stay,’ I said. She caught
my hands and that is all I remember till I found myself
in bed, with my ankle bound up and a gentle hand smoothing
my hair. It was a month before I walked again.
All the time this woman tended me, but always from
behind. I did not see her face—not
well—only by glimpses and then only partly,
for the shawl was always over her head, covering everything
but her eyes and mouth. These were small, the
smallest I ever saw, little pig eyes, and little screwed
up mouth; but the look of them was kindly and that
was all I cared about then; that and her talk, which
made me cry one minute and laugh the next. I have
never cried so much or laughed so much in my life
as I did that one month. She told such sad things
and she told such funny ones. She made me glad
to see her come in and sorry to see her go out.
She let no one else come near me. I did not care;
I liked her too well. I was never tired of listening
to her praises and she praised me a great deal.