Father there did not tell me kindly about ere I sank to sleep, speaking the words so plainly that I knew that the power that moved it had seen all and was not angry, never angry, never, but so very, very sorry.  Nor is that bell dumb to me to-day when I hear its voice.  It still has its message, and now it sounded to welcome back the exiled mother and son under its precious care again.

The world has not within its power to devise, much less to bestow upon us, such reward as that which the Abbey bell gave when it tolled in our honor.  But my brother Tom should have been there also; this was the thought that came.  He, too, was beginning to know the wonders of that bell ere we were away to the newer land.

Rousseau wished to die to the strains of sweet music.  Could I choose my accompaniment, I could wish to pass into the dim beyond with the tolling of the Abbey bell sounding in my ears, telling me of the race that had been run, and calling me, as it had called the little white-haired child, for the last time—­to sleep.

I have had many letters from readers speaking of this passage in my book, some of the writers going so far as to say that tears fell as they read.  It came from the heart and perhaps that is why it reached the hearts of others.

We were rowed over in a small boat to the Edinburgh steamer in the Firth of Forth.  As I was about to be taken from the small boat to the steamer, I rushed to Uncle Lauder and clung round his neck, crying out:  “I cannot leave you!  I cannot leave you!” I was torn from him by a kind sailor who lifted me up on the deck of the steamer.  Upon my return visit to Dunfermline this dear old fellow, when he came to see me, told me it was the saddest parting he had ever witnessed.

We sailed from the Broomielaw of Glasgow in the 800-ton sailing ship Wiscasset.  During the seven weeks of the voyage, I came to know the sailors quite well, learned the names of the ropes, and was able to direct the passengers to answer the call of the boatswain, for the ship being undermanned, the aid of the passengers was urgently required.  In consequence I was invited by the sailors to participate on Sundays, in the one delicacy of the sailors’ mess, plum duff.  I left the ship with sincere regret.

The arrival at New York was bewildering.  I had been taken to see the Queen at Edinburgh, but that was the extent of my travels before emigrating.  Glasgow we had not time to see before we sailed.  New York was the first great hive of human industry among the inhabitants of which I had mingled, and the bustle and excitement of it overwhelmed me.  The incident of our stay in New York which impressed me most occurred while I was walking through Bowling Green at Castle Garden.  I was caught up in the arms of one of the Wiscasset sailors, Robert Barryman, who was decked out in regular Jackashore fashion, with blue jacket and white trousers.  I thought him the most beautiful man I had ever seen.