how I determined to fight this hideous wrong.
I went to Florence; I tried to see Madame Danterre;
I engaged the detective—all before I knew
of your existence. I came back to London and
discovered that your father, John Dexter, had divorced
his wife on account of David Bright. Still I
did not know anything of you. Then, through Lady
Dawning I found you out, and I made friends with Mrs.
Delaport Green in order to see more of you. Was
there anything wrong in that? You did not know
your mother; you did not, presumably, care very deeply
about her. It was doubtful if you knew of her
existence. Soon the detective in Florence faded
in my mind; he discovered nothing, but I retained
him in case of any change. Was I obliged, because
I liked you, to give up the cause? I never found
out, I never tried to find out from you anything that
bore on the case. You must remember that I stopped
you once in the wood at Groombridge when you wanted
to tell me more about yourself, and that I again warned
you when you wished to tell me about your mother’s
letter to you. As to Edgar Tonmore, I knew that
he was penniless, and I thought it quite possible
that you might, in the end, be penniless too.
It was for your own sake I wished you to make a richer
marriage. For I believed—I still believe—that
David Bright made a last will when going out to Africa;
I believed, and still believe, that by an accident
that will was not sent to Lady Rose. I thought
then that your mother had, in some way, become possessed
of the will, and I thought it more than likely that,
when dying, she would make reparation by leaving the
money where it ought to be. I meant—may
I say so?—to prove myself your friend,
then, if you should allow it. I know I kept in
touch with you partly from curiosity as well as from
natural attraction. But, if I acted for the sake
of another, I acted for you also. Would it have
been better or worse for you to have been friends
with us if my suspicions of your mother’s conduct
had proved true? But believe me, Miss Dexter,
I never for one moment could have thought of you with
any taint of suspicion. It is horrible to me
to have it suggested.”
He rose as he finished speaking, and came nearer to
her.
“That you, with your youth and your innocence
and your candour!—child, the very idea
is impossible. I have known men and women too
well to fall into such an absurdity. Send me
away, if you like; I won’t intrude my friendship
upon you, but look up now and let me see that you do
not think this gross thing of me.”
Molly raised a white face and looked into his—looked
into eyes that had not at all times and in all places
been sincere, but were sincere now. A great rush
of warm feeling came over her; a great sore seemed
healed, and then she looked at him with hungry entreaty,
as if a soul, shorn of all beauty, hungry, ragged,
filthy, were asking help from another. But the
moment of danger, the moment of salvation passed away.