Great Possessions eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 387 pages of information about Great Possessions.

Great Possessions eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 387 pages of information about Great Possessions.

To any one with an unbiassed mind who was able to study it as a human document, the letter would have been pathetic enough.  It was the revelation, the outpouring of what a man had suffered in silence for many long years.  It seemed at moments hardly rational.  The sort of unreasonable nervous terror in it was extraordinary.  Molly read most of the real story in the letter, but not quite all.  There had been a terrible sense of a spoilt life and of a horrible weakness always coming between him and happiness.  The shadow of Madame Danterre had darkened his youth; a time of folly—­and so little pleasure in that folly, he moaned—­had been succeeded by an actual tyranny.  The claim that she was his wife had begun early after her divorce from Mr. Dexter, and it seemed extraordinary that he had not denied it at once.  David Bright had been taken ill with acute fever in Mrs. Dexter’s house almost immediately after that event.  Mrs. Dexter declared that he had gone through the form of marriage with her before witnesses, and she declared also that she had in her possession the certificate of marriage.  The date she gave for the marriage was during the days when he had been down with the fever, and he never could remember what had happened.

“God knows,” he wrote, “how I searched my memory hour by hour, day by day, but the blank was absolute.  I don’t to this hour know what passed during those days.”

While still feeble from illness he had given her all the money he could spare, and for years the blackmail had continued.  Then, at last, after he had been a year in England, the worm had turned.

“I dared her to do her worst.  I declared, what I am absolutely convinced to have been the case, that the marriage certificate she had shown me was a forgery, and I concluded that if she proved the marriage by forgery and perjury, I should institute proceedings for divorce on the grounds of her subsequent life.  I got no answer, and for three years there was total silence.  Then came a letter from a friend saying that Madame Danterre, who had taken her maiden name, was dying and wished me to know that she forgave me.”  With this note had been sent to him a diamond ring he had given her in the first days of her influence over him.  He sent it back, but months later he got it again, returned by the Post Office authorities, as no one of the name he had written to could be found.

Then came a solemn declaration that he had never doubted of Madame Danterre’s death.

“I thought that to have spoilt my youth was enough; but she was yet to destroy my best years.  Ah!  Rose,” he wrote, “if I had loved you less it would have been more bearable.  I met you; I worshipped you; won you.  Then, after a brief dream of joy, the cloud came down, and my evil genius was upon me.  I don’t think you were in love with me, my beloved, but it would have come even after you had found out what a commonplace fellow it was whom you thought a hero; it would have come.  You must have loved me out of the full flow of your own nature if I had not been driven to cowardice and deception.”

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