and the mizen-topsail aback; but finding we still
outsailed him, I had no other method left but
that of sheering across his hawse, first on one
bow, then on the other, raking him as we crossed,
always having in view the retarding his way, by obliging
him either to receive us athwart his bowsprit, in which
case we should have turned his head off shore,
or to sheer as we did. He, foreseeing our
intention, did so; but never lost sight of gaining
the shore. In this situation we had continued
for a considerable time. His bowsprit had
been at two different times over our quarter-deck,
but never so far forward as to enable us to secure
him. All this time we were approaching the shore,
and we were then, I am certain, within two miles
of it. I had been cautioned by the master,
whose abilities and great assistance I must ever
gratefully remember, more than once, of the shoal water,
and I had repeatedly called for and sent after
the pilot; and I am sorry to inform your Lordship
he did not appear. Thus situated, in three
and a half fathoms water, and steering towards danger,
there was no time to hesitate; and, with the
advice of the master, I wore, and brought to
under the mizen, with her head off shore, until
we could get the courses and other sails taken in,
not having then a brace or bowline left, and
being fully determined to renew the action in
a few minutes. We had scarcely wore, when his
foremast, main-top-mast, main-yard, and main-top
fell, leaving his mainmast without rigging; and
the ship at the same time took a large heel,
which made us all conclude she had struck the ground.
It was then half-ebb, and I firmly believe, had
we pursued him, in less than ten minutes we must
have run aground. She had fired a gun to
leeward, seemingly to claim the protection of the port,
which was answered by three from the garrison.
I was at this time preparing to wear again, to
anchor alongside him; but Mr. Unwin, the purser,
bringing me some orders found in Captain Pownoll’s
pocket, among which was one relative to the observance
of neutrality, I did not think myself justified
in renewing the attack. I therefore continued
lying to, to repair our damages. Our masts
are much wounded, the rigging very much torn, and several
shot under water, by which we made two feet water
an hour.
“Your Lordship will, I hope, pardon me, for troubling you with the relation of private feelings. The loss of Captain Pownoll will be severely felt. The ship’s company have lost a father. I have lost much more, a father and a friend united; and that friend my only one on earth. Never, my Lord, was grief more poignant than that we all feel for our adored commander. Mine is inexpressible. The friend who brought me up, and pushed me through the service, is now no more! It was ever my study, and will always be so, to pursue his glorious footsteps. How far I may succeed I know not; but while he lived, I enjoyed the greatest blessing, that of being patronized by him. That happiness