their thousands by plans of my own invention, and much
of the very wealth which had given them distinction
and influence was the fruit of my ingenuity.
To my letters they made ready and satisfactory replies.
They made the largest promises to give me any requisite
assistance, when called upon, yet as often left me
in suspense, or to reap the bitter fruit of disappointment.
This was the reason why my trial was put off during
several sessions of the court. My brother having
been indicted with me, made the prospect of both more
dubious. I had property, but not at my disposal.
My wife betrayed my confidence, for having it in her
power to send me pecuniary aid, she neglected to do
it; indeed, all her conduct had a tendency to involve
me in the net that was spread for my feet. Through
her, information was given that I had friends who
would assist me, which served as an excuse for her
dereliction. This awakened the suspicions of community.
There was an anxiety to know who would step forward
to my rescue. Hence those from whom I expected
aid became alarmed, lest their characters, which had
hitherto been unblemished, should come into disrepute.
Two of them are merchants in Dearborn county, Indiana.
Some five of the most wealthy men of that county were
driven almost to desperation when they learned that
my wife had it in her power to use their names in connection
with deeply dishonourable acts. I, however, satisfied
them that she would not expose them, and they in turn
promised to assist me, writing several letters of
commendation in my behalf, giving me an untarnished
character as a merchant of high respectability in
Lawrenceburgh. From time to time they promised
to secure me bail, and yet they as often failed to
make good their word. In this they violated the
most solemn obligations. We were pledged to sustain
each other to the last farthing, in case either became
involved in difficulty. That pledge I had never
broken, and I looked for the same fidelity on the
part of my associates. I never before had occasion
to test their sincerity, but found all their solemn
promises a mere ‘rope of sand.’ I
found I was gone, as far as they were concerned, and
turned my efforts in another direction.”
“I now had recourse to my friends in Chillicothe,
Cleaveland, Buffalo, Detroit, Zanesville, Beaver,
Lexington, Nashville, Philadelphia, New York city,
Boston, and Cincinnati. As usual, they gave me
the most liberal promises, but in no case fulfilled
their engagements. I was now driven to new measures.
I found those in whom I reposed the utmost confidence
hollow-hearted and treacherous. I next entered
upon the plan of making a certain villain share in
my wretchedness and disgrace. In this I was joined
by my brother, who, in perfecting the scheme, acted
somewhat imprudently. I advised him to take a
different course, but he listened to others who professed
to befriends to us, and were, indeed, members of the
same fraternity,[1] but turned out the worst kind of