Gertrude looked about her again, and then she broke out, passionately, “Why do they try to make one feel guilty?  Why do they make it so difficult?  Why can’t they understand?”

“I will make them understand!” said Felix.  He drew her hand into his arm, and they wandered about in the garden, talking, for an hour.

CHAPTER XII

Felix allowed Charlotte time to plead his cause; and then, on the third day, he sought an interview with his uncle.  It was in the morning; Mr. Wentworth was in his office; and, on going in, Felix found that Charlotte was at that moment in conference with her father.  She had, in fact, been constantly near him since her interview with Felix; she had made up her mind that it was her duty to repeat very literally her cousin’s passionate plea.  She had accordingly followed Mr. Wentworth about like a shadow, in order to find him at hand when she should have mustered sufficient composure to speak.  For poor Charlotte, in this matter, naturally lacked composure; especially when she meditated upon some of Felix’s intimations.  It was not cheerful work, at the best, to keep giving small hammer-taps to the coffin in which one had laid away, for burial, the poor little unacknowledged offspring of one’s own misbehaving heart; and the occupation was not rendered more agreeable by the fact that the ghost of one’s stifled dream had been summoned from the shades by the strange, bold words of a talkative young foreigner.  What had Felix meant by saying that Mr. Brand was not so keen?  To herself her sister’s justly depressed suitor had shown no sign of faltering.  Charlotte trembled all over when she allowed herself to believe for an instant now and then that, privately, Mr. Brand might have faltered; and as it seemed to give more force to Felix’s words to repeat them to her father, she was waiting until she should have taught herself to be very calm.  But she had now begun to tell Mr. Wentworth that she was extremely anxious.  She was proceeding to develop this idea, to enumerate the objects of her anxiety, when Felix came in.

Mr. Wentworth sat there, with his legs crossed, lifting his dry, pure countenance from the Boston “Advertiser.”  Felix entered smiling, as if he had something particular to say, and his uncle looked at him as if he both expected and deprecated this event.  Felix vividly expressing himself had come to be a formidable figure to his uncle, who had not yet arrived at definite views as to a proper tone.  For the first time in his life, as I have said, Mr. Wentworth shirked a responsibility; he earnestly desired that it might not be laid upon him to determine how his nephew’s lighter propositions should be treated.  He lived under an apprehension that Felix might yet beguile him into assent to doubtful inductions, and his conscience instructed him that the best form of vigilance was the avoidance of discussion.  He hoped that the pleasant episode of his nephew’s visit would pass away without a further lapse of consistency.