“It sounds so splendid as you speak of it! How shall I know when it has come to me?”
The old man’s caution was all gone; his fears now all forgotten. He was thinking of past days, dear days, young days.
“How shall you know?” he asked, and smiled again, this time in soft, affectionate derision. “You will not mistake. Mistake? It is impossible. When your heart leaps at the sound of his dear footsteps; when the world is empty till he comes and then is, ah, so full that you are crowded out of it into the valleys of a paradise; when little chills run over you one moment and the next the hot blood makes your cheeks into twin roses! How shall you know? Ah, there are many signs!”
“And do you think that such a love will ever come to me?”
“To you? Of course.” The old man caught himself up short, just there, and lost his rapt expression. There were still hopes in his heart of realization for his daughter of all the brilliant dreams of his own youth—those dreams which had so sadly gone quite wrong. She must do nothing which would shut her from it if ever it should become possible. “Yes; it will come to you, of course; but not for a long time, and you must be very careful,” he added in a greatly altered, less magnetic voice. “You must love no one until I tell you.”
“Can one make love wait?”
“Ah—well—yes—one must!”
“But father—”
“Wait! You must not question me, mine liebschen; but, someday it may be that I shall no longer flute-play in a garden. Someday, maybe, things are better with us. You must wait a while, to see if that comes true. Then—then, when it is true, I pick out for you, ach! the handsomest, the bravest gentleman that I can find. I bring him to you, and I say: ‘Anna, you love him!’ That is all.”
She was dismayed. This was not to her taste at all! “But father—”
The old German in his worry lest the life that she must lead as the companion to the rich New Yorker might induce her to let down the barriers of the exclusiveness which that which he could not, at present name, implanted in his very soul, looked sternly at her. He wished, now, to end the talk of it. “That, Anna,” he said gravely, “that is all.”
“But you tell me you will pick him out and bring him to me! Must he not love me?”
This again made him forget a little. It brought back other vivid memories of those bygone days when, young and ardent, he had gone to this girl’s mother with his heart aflame.