farewell embrace when she accompanied us to the cars.
As soon as my step-mother had arrived, and our excitement
was over, they commenced calculating upon placing
me in the Sabbath school at the church where my mother
belonged. On the next Sabbath I accompanied her
and joined the Sabbath school, she occupying a side
seat about middle way up the house. I was not
reminded of my color except by an occasional loafer
or the Irish, usually the colored man’s enemy.
I was never permitted to attend a white church before,
or ride in any public conveyance without being placed
in a car for the especial purpose; and in the street
cars we were not permitted to ride at all, either
South or West. Here I ride where I please, without
the slightest remark, except from the ignorant.
Many ask me if I am contented. They can imagine
by the above contrast. My brother and myself
entered the public school, and found a host of interested
friends and formed many dear acquaintances whom I shall
never forget. After attending school a month
the term closed. I advanced in my studies as
fast as could be expected. I never attended school
but one month before. I needed more attention
than my kind teacher could possibly bestow upon me,
encumbered as she was by so many small children.
Mother then proposed my entering some select school
and placing myself entirely under its discipline and
influence. I was much pleased with the idea,
but as they had already been to so much expense for
me, I could not wish to place them under any heavier
contribution. I had previously told my step-mother
my story, and how often my own mother had wished she
could have it published. I did not imagine she
could find time to write and arrange it, but she immediately
proposed writing and publishing the entire story,
by the sale of which I might obtain the aid towards
completing my studies. I am glad I came to the
old Bay State, the people of which the rebels hate
with an extreme hatred. I found it just such
a place as I had imagined by the appearance of the
soldiers and the kindness they manifested.
New England, that blessed
land,
All in a happy Union band;
They with the needy share
their bread
And teach the weak the Word
of God.
We never heard from my sister Hester, who made her
escape from Kentucky, except when she was on the cars,
though we have no doubt she succeeded in gaining her
freedom.
SUMMARY
On my return to St. Louis I met my old master, Lewis,
who strove so hard to sell us away that he might avoid
seeing us free, on the street. He was so surprised
that before he was aware of it he dropped a bow.
My mother met Mrs. Lewis, her old mistress, with a
large basket on her arm, trudging to market.
It appeared she had lived to see the day when her
children had to wait upon themselves, and she likewise.
The Yankees had taken possession, and her posterity
were on an equality with the black man. Mr. Lewis