waiting ever since the State was free, hoping to get
some account of us. He had been informed, previously,
that mother, in trying to make her escape, had perished
by the way, and the children also, but he was never
satisfied. He was aware that my aunt was permanently
in St. Louis, as her master had given her family their
freedom twenty years previous. She was formerly
owned by Major Howe, harness and leather dealer, yet
residing in St. Louis. And long may he live and
his good works follow him and his posterity forever.
My father well knew the deception of the rebels, and
was determined to persevere until he had obtained
a satisfactory account of his family. A gentleman
moved directly from Lawrence to St. Louis, who made
particular enquiries for us, and even called at my
aunt’s. We then heard directly from my
father, and commenced correspondence. He had
not heard directly from us since he made his escape,
which was nine years. He had never heard of his
little son who my mother was compelled by Mrs. Lewis
to confine in a box. He was born eight months
after he left. As soon as possible after my mother
consented to let my little brother go to his father
he sent means to assist us to make preparations for
our journey to the North. At first he only sent
for his little son. My mother was anxious about
sending him alone. He was only eleven years old,
and perfectly unused to traveling, and had never been
away from his mother. Finally my father came to
the conclusion that, as my mother had endured such
extreme hardships and sufferings during the nine years
he was not permitted to participate or render her
any assistance, that it would afford him much pleasure
in sending for us both, bearing our expenses and making
us as comfortable as his means would allow. Money
was sent us, and our kind friend, Mr. Howe, obtained
our tickets and voluntarily assisted us in starting.
We left for the North on Monday, April 9th, and arrived
safe and sound, on the 11th. We found my step-father’s
residence about six o’clock in the evening.
He was not expecting us till the next day. Our
meeting is better imagined than told. I cannot
describe it. His little son was only two years
old when he left, and I was eleven, and we never expected
to meet him again this side of eternity. It was
Freedom that brought us together. My father was
comfortably situated in a nice white cottage, containing
some eight rooms, all well furnished, and attached
to it was a fine garden. His wife, who is a physician,
was absent, but returned on the following day.
The people were kind and friendly. They informed
me there was no other colored family in the city,
but my step-mother was continually crowded with friends
and customers without distinction. My step-mother
had buried her only son, who returned from the war
in a decline. The white friends were all in deep
sympathy with them. I felt immediately at home
among such kind and friendly people, and have never
felt homesick, except when I think of my poor mother’s