had impressed his intentions on her mind. Finally,
when I was ready to start, my mistress took a notion
to go out to ride, and desired me to dress her little
boy, and then get ready for church. Extensive
hoops were then worn, and as I had attached my whole
wardrobe under mine by a cord around my waist, it
required considerable dexterity and no small amount
of maneuvering to hide the fact from my mistress.
While attending to the child I had managed to stand
in one corner of the room, for fear she might come
in contact with me and thus discover that my hoops
were not so elastic as they usually are. I endeavored
to conceal my excitement by backing and edging very
genteelly out of the door. I had nine pieces
of clothing thus concealed on my person, and as the
string which fastened them was small it caused me considerable
discomfort. To my great satisfaction I at last
passed into the street, and my master and mistress
drove down the street in great haste and were soon
out of sight. I saw my guide patiently awaiting
me. I followed him at a distance until we arrived
at the church, and there met two young ladies, one
of whom handed me a pass and told me to follow them
at a square’s distance. It was now twilight.
There was a company of soldiers about to take passage
across the ferry, and I followed. I showed my
pass, and proceeded up the stairs on the boat.
While thus ascending the stairs, the cord which held
my bundle of clothing broke, and my feet became entangled
in my wardrobe, but by proceeding, the first step
released one foot and the next the other. This
was observed only by a few soldiers, who were too deeply
engaged in their own affairs to interfere with mine.
I seated myself in a remote corner of the boat, and
in a few moments I landed on free soil for the first
time in my life, except when hurled through Albany
and Springfield at the time of our capture. I
was now under my own control. The cars were waiting
in Jefferson City for the passengers for Indianapolis,
where we arrived about nine o’clock.
My first business, after my arrival at Indianapolis
was to find a boarding place in which I at once succeeded,
and in a few hours thereafter was at a place of service
of my own choice. I had always been under the
yoke of oppression, compelled to submit to its laws,
and not allowed to advance a rod from the house, or
even out of call, without a severe punishment.
Now this constant fear and restless yearning was over.
It appeared as though I had emerged into a new world,
or had never lived in the old one before. The
people I lived with were Unionists, and became immediately
interested in teaching and encouraging me in my literary
advancement and all other important improvements,
which precisely met the natural desires for which my
soul had ever yearned since my earliest recollection.