days of San Francisco, and there when I was a little
boy of ten he died, leaving mother with not many thousand
dollars to take care of herself and me. ‘You
will have your brother to help you’ were words
he spoke the last day of his life, and even then I
noted how little comfort mother seemed to find in
that fact. It was only a few months after father’s
death that Uncle Fred, from being an occasional visitor,
came to living with us all the time, made his home
there, though seldom within doors night or day.
He was several years younger than mother. He
was the youngest, it seems, of the family, ‘the
baby,’ and had been petted and spoiled from
earliest infancy. I soon found why he came.
Mother was often in tears, Uncle Fred always begging
or demanding money. The boys at school twitted
me about my gambler uncle, though I’ve no doubt
their fathers gambled as much as he. These were
just before the early days of the great war that sprang
up in ’61 and that we boys out on the Pacific
coast only vaguely understood. Sometimes Uncle
Fred came home drunk and I could hear him threatening
poor mother, and things went from bad to worse, and
one night when I was just thirteen I was awakened
from sound sleep by her scream. In an instant
I flew to her room, catching up as I ran father’s
old bowie-knife that always hung by my door.
In the dim light I saw her lying by the bedside, a
man bending over and choking her. With all my
strength I slashed at him just as he turned. I
meant to kill, but the turn saved him. He sprang
to his feet with an oath and cry and rushed to the
wash-stand. I had laid Uncle Fred’s cheek
open from ear to chin.
“It was long before mother could check the flow
of the blood. It sobered him, of course, and
made him piteously weak. For days after that
she nursed and cared for him, but forbade my entering
the room. Men came to see him,—insisted
on seeing him,—and she would send me to
the bank for gold and pay their claims and bid them
go. At last he was able to walk out with that
awful slash on his thin white face. Once then
he met and cursed me, but I did not mind, I had acted
only to save mother. How could I suppose that
her assailant was her own brother? Then finally
with sobs and tears she told me the story, how he
had been their mother’s darling, how wild and
reckless was his youth, how her mother’s last
thought seemed to be for him, and how on her knees
she, my own mother, promised to take care of poor Freddie
and shield him from every ill, and this promise she
repeated to me, bidding me help her keep it and to
conceal as far as I could her brother’s misdeeds.
For a few months things went a little better.
Uncle Fred got a commission in a California regiment
towards the close of the war and was sent down to
Arizona. Then came more tears and trouble.
I couldn’t understand it all then, but I do now.
Uncle Fred was gambling again, drawing on her for
means to meet his losses. The old home went under
the hammer, and we moved down to San Diego, where