joining the ranks of labor for the sake of information,
but it seemed somehow impossible when it was attempted
in earnest. Decidedly, his appearance was against
him. He had the misfortune to look too much like
a man who did not need to dig to easily obtain, in
labor’s parlance, a job to dig. Yet, while
he thought of it, such was the man’s desperation,
his rage against his odds of life, that it seemed
to him that a purely physical attack on the earth,
to which he was fastened by some indissoluble laws
of nature which he could not grasp, would be a welcome
relief. He felt that with a heavy pick in his
hand he could strike savagely at the concrete rock,
the ribs of the earth, and almost enjoy himself.
He felt that it would be like an attack, although
a futile and antlike one, at creation itself.
All this he thought idly, walking, even hurrying,
along the slippery pavement through the pale, sleety
mist. He walked as rapidly as he could, some
of the time slipping, and recovering himself with a
long slide. He came to a block of new stone houses,
divided from another by a small space taken up by
a little, old-fashioned, wooded structure that might
have been with propriety in Banbridge. He noticed
this, and the thought came to him that possibly it
was the property of some ancient and opinionated mortal
who was either holding it for higher prices or for
the sake of some attachment or grudge. And just
as he reached it he saw coming from the opposite direction
his old book-keeper, William Allbright. Allbright,
moving with a due regard to the dangerous state of
the pavement, had still an alacrity of movement rather
unusual to him. As he came nearer it was plain
to see that his soberly outlined face, long and clean-shaven,
was elated by something. He started when he recognized
Carroll, and stopped. Carroll felt, meeting him
a sensation of self-respect like a tonic. Here
was at least one man to whom he owed nothing, whom
he had not injured. He held out his hand.
“How do you do, Mr. Allbright?” he said.
“Quite well, thank you, Mr. Carroll,”
replied Allbright, then his delight, which makes a
child of most men, could not be restrained. “I
have just secured a very good position in a wholesale
tea-house—Allen, Day & Co.,” he said.
“That is good,” said Carroll, echoing
the other’s enthusiasm. He really felt
a leap of joy in his soul because of the other’s
good-fortune. He felt that in some way he himself
needed to be congratulated for his good-fortune, that
he had been instrumental in securing it. His
face lit up. “I am delighted, Mr. Allbright,”
he repeated.
“Yes, it is a very good thing for me,”
said Allbright, simply. “I was beginning
to get a little discouraged. I had saved a little,
but I did not like to spend it all, and I have my
sister to take care of.”
“I am very glad,” Carroll said, still
again.
Allbright then looked at him with a little attention,
pushing, as it were, his own self, intensified by
joy, aside. “You are not looking very well,
Mr. Carroll,” he said, deferentially, and yet
with a kindly concern.