of their miseries, and worse torment from realization
of his own contemptibility. It really seemed
as if all positions which might have been in some keeping
with the man and his antecedents were absolutely out
of his reach. Not a night but he read the advertising
columns until he was blind and dizzy. Every morning
he went to New York and hunted. The first morning
he had taken the train, he had actually to assure
some of his watchful creditors that he was going to
return. Then all day he wandered about the streets,
making one of long lines of applicants for the vacant
positions. One morning he found himself in the
line with William Allbright. He recognized unmistakably
the meek, bent back of the old clerk three ahead of
him in the line. A book-keeper had been advertised
for in a large wholesale house, and there were perhaps
forty applicants all awaiting their turn. His
first impulse, when he caught sight of his old clerk,
was to leave the line himself; then the nobility which
was struggling for life within him asserted itself
and made him ashamed of his shame. He stood still
with his head a little higher, and moved on with the
slowly moving line of men which crawled towards the
desk like a caterpillar. He saw Allbright turn
away rejected with a feeling of pity; the old man looked
dejected. Carroll reflected with a sensation
of pride that at least he did not owe him. He
himself was rejected promptly after he had owned to
his age. The man four behind him was chosen.
He was a very young man, scarcely more than a boy,
unless his looks belied him. He was distinctly
handsome, with the boy-doll style of beauty—curly,
dark hair, rosy cheeks, and a small, very carefully
tended mustache. He wore a very long and fashionable
coat, and was evidently pleasantly conscious of its
flop around his ankles. His handsome face wore
an expression of pert triumph as he passed on into
the inner office.... Carroll, who had lingered
with an idle curiosity to ascertain who was the successful
applicant, heard a voice so near his ear that it whistled.
The voice was exceedingly bitter, even malignant.
“That’s the way it goes, these times;
that’s the way it always goes,” said the
voice.
Carroll turned and gazed at the speaker, a man probably
older than himself; if not, he looked older, since
his hair was quite white and his carriage not so good.
“The employers nowadays are a pack of fools,
a pack of fools!” said the man. His long,
rather handsome face, a face which should have been
mild in its natural state was twisted into a thousand
sardonic wrinkles. “A pack of fools!”
he repeated. “Here they’ll go and
hire a little whippersnapper like that every time,
instead of a man who has had experience and knows
how to do the work, just because he’s young.
Young! What’s that? You’d think
what they wanted was a man to keep their books straight.
I can keep books if I do say so, and that young snip
can’t. Lord! He was in Avin & Mann’s