the train, and of a man hurling himself before it,
to get for once and all out of sight and sound of
the unspeakable, grotesque, unmanning shame of the
thing. It was when he saw her that he resolved
that he would not put his foot on the train, lest she
might think he meant to go. However, she would
probably have made no manifestation. She was
herself in mortal terror of retribution because of
the things which she had confiscated in payment of
her debt. She had little of Minna Eddy’s
strength of confidence in her own proceedings.
She had, however, consoled herself by the reflection
that possibly nobody knew that she had taken them.
She had hidden them away under her mattress, and slept
uneasily on the edge of the bed, lest she break the
cups and saucers. If it had not been so early
in the morning, presumably too early for visitors from
the City, she would not have dared show herself at
the station. In these days she sewed behind closed
doors, with her curtains down. She went to her
customer’s houses for tryings-on, instead of
having her patrons come to her. She was always
ready, working with her eyes at the parting of the
curtains, to flee down a certain pair of outside back-stairs,
and cut across the fields, should men be sent out
from the City to collect money. Rosenstein’s
store was under her little apartment, and she knew
she could trust him not to betray her. The dressmaker
was in these days fairly tragic in appearance, with
a small and undignified, but none the less real, tragedy.
It was the despair of a small nature over small issues,
but none the less despair. Carroll would have
paid that bill first of all, had he had the money,
but none but himself knew how little money he had.
Had the aunt in Kentucky not sent the wherewithal
for the railway fares, it was hard to be seen how the
journey could have been taken at all. It had even
occurred to Carroll that some jewelry must needs be
sacrificed. He had made up his mind, in that
case, that Anna would be the one to make the sacrifice.
She had an old set of cameos from her grandmother,
which he knew were valuable if taken to the right
place. Anna had considered the matter, and would
have spared him the suggestion had not the check come
from the aunt to cover all the expenses of the trip,
with even some to spare. With the extra, Mrs.
Carroll insisted upon buying a new hat for Charlotte.
Charlotte that morning showed little emotion.
She was looking exceedingly pretty in the new hat
and her little, blue travelling-gown. Madame
Griggs eyed that and reflected that she had not made
it herself, that it must have been a last winter’s
one, although it had kept well in style, and she wondered
if the dressmaker who made it had been paid.
Charlotte in parting from her father showed no emotion.
He kissed her, and she turned away directly and entered
the train. There was an odd expression on her
face. She had not spoken a word all the morning
except to whisper to Eddy to be still, when he remarked,
loudly, on the number of people present at the station.