Fortunately for him he was much at the Cottage in those days, superintending the last arrangements, else I think, ardent as he was, he could hardly have borne with me, for I was alternately listless and bitter, so that I have seen my dear old grandmother look at me in sad wonder; and that always reduced me to repentance.

As the time of my marriage came nearer I felt the ignominy the more.  I used to think that the very portraits on the walls looked at me askance because I was going to marry the usurer’s son.  I was sure the old servants were not the same, any more than the old friends; but, oddly enough, Maureen had forgiven me, had held me to her breast and cried over me.  I felt that she knew the marriage would kill me, she only of them all.  Every night now the ghosts cried as they had cried when I was a child, when Uncle Luke went away.

It might have been a week from my wedding-day when there lay one morning beside my plate a letter, the handwriting on which made my heart leap up.

Fortunately I was first at the table and I was able to hide the letter.  I could not have read it under the eyes of my grandparents, and they must have noticed if I had taken it away unopened, because I had so few correspondents, apart from the wedding-presents and congratulations.

I had barely hidden it when my grandparents took their places, and Neil Doherty set the big Crown Derby teapot before my grandmother and then went round and removed the cover of the silver dish that was in front of my grandfather.  I believe the three of us between us did not eat the food of one healthy appetite in those days; but the things appeared all the same, and hot dishes were flanked by cold meats on the side-board as though we had the appetites of hunters.

I heard Neil say as he stood by my grandfather that, glory be to God, the sickness was disappearing, that there hadn’t been a new case in Araglin village for more than a fortnight, and the doctors thought that the worst was over.  Our servants were on the usual terms of Irish servants with their employers—­that is to say, they treated us with a respectful familiarity; and now that owing to the sickness there was little visiting we had to depend upon Neil mostly for our news.

“It will not be the same at Miss Bawn’s wedding, Neil,” I heard my grandfather say, “as though there had not been the sickness.  When I married her Ladyship the whole county came to see it.”

“True for you,” said Neil.  “There’s many a one under the sod that looked to dance at Miss Bawn’s wedding, and there’s many another that their own mothers won’t know when they see them.”

“The great thing is,” said my grandmother, “that the sickness is coming to an end.  Please God, we can lift up our hearts towards the New Year.”

“And thank God for that,” said my grandfather; and I felt that it was not only for cessation of the sickness he gave thanks.