“Lord, lord!” he said. “That’s the best thing I’ve heard of this many a day. Why a little country hussy like you ought to be honoured by receiving a gentleman’s kisses. There, my dear, get rid of your dog. I don’t want to kick her brains out as I could easily do, and as she deserves to have done for having bitten me. Send her home with a stone at her heels and come and sit by me on the stile. You shall see how prettily a gentleman makes love.”
I suppose I must have looked at him with the horror I felt for him, for he laughed again.
“What,” he said, “am I so ugly as all that? I can tell you, my dear, that a good many of your sex, both small and great, regard me as a very pretty fellow. In fact, I’m pestered with the women. I assure you I really am, my dear. And so you won’t give me a kiss of your own free will? Why, I could take it if I liked; but I’m not sure that I want to take it till you come and offer it to me of your own free will.”
“That I shall never do,” I said.
“I’m not so sure of that,” he replied. “There aren’t many ladies in this county wouldn’t give me a kiss if I wanted it, much less a little dairymaid like you.”
I thought at the time that it was his egregious vanity and conceit, but in this I was wrong, as events afterwards proved. Indeed, it was a very strange thing how women, both gentle and simple, were in many cases attracted by the coarse good looks and insolent, swaggering way of Richard Dawson—an inconceivable thing to me in the case of a lady, although more easily understood in the case of a poor peasant girl like Nora Brady.
His mood had apparently changed, and I was less afraid of him, although my detestation of him had been deepened by his conduct to me.
He still sat on the stile so that I could not pass him; but all the anger had gone out of his face, although the blood still trickled a little from the back of his hand where Dido had planted her teeth.
“Will you let me pass, please?” said I.
“Presently, my dear.” How I hated him for his easy insolence! “I want to hear first what it is you dislike in me.”
“Everything,” I answered.
“Why,” he said mockingly, “it is a thing of spirit, and it will be the more pleasure to tame it. I am tired of birds that come fluttering into my hands and cling to me when I no longer desire them. Upon my word, I like you the better for it. Come, I’m sorry I frightened you. I can say no more than that; it is the fault of your sex, which is so complaisant.”
He put his hand into his pocket and drew out a handful of coins.
“Here’s a sovereign,” he said, “to buy a ribbon. It can’t make you prettier, but may it make you kinder when next we meet!”
He flung the coin as though he expected me to catch it, but, of course, I made no effort to do so and it fell on the ground and rolled away into a heap of dead leaves. No matter what happened I could not have kept myself from kicking at it contemptuously with my foot where it lay.