I loved him not; and yet now he is gone
I
feel I am alone.
I check’d him while he spoke; yet could he speak,
Alas!
I would not check.
For reasons not to love him once I sought,
And
wearied all my thought
To vex myself and him: I now would give
My
love, could he but live
Who lately lived for me, and when he found
’Twas
vain, in holy ground
He hid his face amid the shades of death.
I
waste for him my breath
Who wasted his for me: but mine returns,
And
this lorn bosom burns
With stifling heat, heaving it up in sleep,
And
waking me to weep
Tears that had melted his soft heart: for years
Wept
he as bitter tears.
Merciful God! such was his latest prayer,
These
may she never share!
Quieter is his breath, his breast more cold,
Than
daisies in the mould,
Where children spell, athwart the churchyard gate,
His
name and life’s brief date.
Pray for him, gentle souls, whoe’er you be,
And
oh! pray too for me!
1868 Edition.
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RICHARD LOVELACE.
48. To Lucasta. Going to the Wars.
Tell me not, (sweet,) I am unkind,
That from the nunnery
Of thy chaste breast and quiet mind
To war and arms I fly.
True: a new Mistress now I chase,
The first foe in the field;
And with a stronger faith embrace
A sword, a horse, a shield.
Yet this inconstancy is such,
As you too shall adore;
I could not love thee, dear, so much,
Lov’d I not Honour more.
Carew Hazlitt’s Text.
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JOHN MILTON.
49. On the Morning of Christ’s Nativity.
I.
This is the month, and this the happy
morn,
Wherein the Son of Heaven’s
eternal King,
Of wedded Maid and Virgin-Mother born,
Our great redemption from
above did bring;
For so the holy sages once
did sing,
That he our deadly forfeit should release,
And with his Father work us a perpetual peace.
II.
That glorious form, that light unsufferable,
And that far-beaming blaze
of majesty,
Wherewith he wont at Heaven’s high
council-table
To sit the midst of Trinal
Unity,
He laid aside; and, here with
us to be,
Forsook the courts of everlasting day,
And chose with us a darksome house of mortal clay.