“Dear native
stream! and thou, thrice happy lawn!
Where once I roved, in youth’s
first joyous dawn,
While every wind a holy silence
kept,
And peaceful on the flood
the sunbeam slept:
I now return, and ask of your
kind wave
The last unenvied gift, a
quiet grave!
From scene to scene of varied
misery toss’d,
Each hope, each joy, each
cheerful prospect lost,
With cares and labours many
a year oppress’d,
I hail the dawn of everlasting
rest!
Tho’ worn with sufferings,
my distracted soul
Scarce bows to former reason’s
firm controul,
Ere yet I sink to death’s
secure repose,
Once more let me retrace my
ancient woes,
And count those various pangs,
which now shall cease
In the calm bosom of unchanging
peace.
“Smooth
roll’d my vernal years, while on my head
Fate’s early smiles
a meteor-lustre shed.
No painful fear, no troubles,
then had power
To break the current of one
peaceful hour.
Oft as I trod the meadow’s
verdant round,
Or pierced the echoing forest’s
gloomy bound,
Or traced the willowy margin
of the stream,
Lost in the wildering maze
of Fancy’s dream,
Before me Life’s long
years in prospect rose,
By fears unbroken, undisturb’d
by woes.
Yes! I remember well,—my
dizzy brain
Feels those bright hours not
yet effaced by pain:
Still on my soul they cast
a distant light,
And gild with transitory gleams
the night!
“Yet then,
ev’n then, the powers of fate below
Prepared for me their gather’d
stores of woe:
The tempest watch’d
to blot my peaceful day,
And silent in their beds the
thunders lay!
“Short was
my date of joy: the yawning tomb
Snatch’d my loved parents
to eternal gloom.
With fearful awe my shuddering
soul survey’d
The untried path of misery
display’d,
Gazed wild upon Misfortune’s
unknown form,
And watch’d the coming
terrors of the storm.
“Soon burst
the cloud, and far away was borne
The last faint gleam of Life’s
deceitful morn.
For fancied crimes expell’d
my native shore,
And doom’d alone to
measure ocean o’er,
I left those scenes where
joy for ever reigns,
Secure to find her on no other
plains.
“Dark rose the morn: the wind in every wood Howl’d, and the meteors glancing o’er the flood Flash’d a portentous light. Before the gale With streaming eyes I spread my little sail: Swift o’er the sounding waves the vessel flew, Cliff after cliff receding from my view: Chill ran my heart—the swelling sails I furl’d, While yet emerging from the watery world One headland rose—O’er all the boundless main. } I cast my shuddering view—I wept in vain— } I wrung my hands in agonizing pain: } O’er my dim eyes increasing darkness hung,