And should they move
Our flesh to love
Once more the mockers,
singing
Of fruits and flowers
In golden hours
For mated hearts upspringing;
We shall say: “Our
lives are given,
Flower and fruit, to
God in Heaven,
Who shall hold them
evermore.”
What word shall be,
&c.
O victor Love!
Whose might doth move
My wearied footsteps
hither,
Here grant me days
Of prayer and praise,
Grant faith that ne’er
shall wither;
Love of each to either
given,
Hallowed by the grace
of Heaven,
God shall bless for
evermore.
What word shall be,
&c.
Avaunt Earth’s
weal!
Its bands are steel
To souls that yearn
for Heaven;
Avaunt Earth’s
pride!
Deep Hell shall hide
Hearts that for fame
have striven.
Far be lust of earthly
pleasure,
Purity, our priceless
treasure,
Christ shall grant us
of His store.
What word shall be,
&c.
Swift be thy feet,
My own, my sweet,
Thine own true lover
follow;
Fear not the veil,
The cloister’s
pall
Keeps far Earth’s
spectres hollow.
Sinks the fire with
fitful flashes,
Soars the Phoenix from
his ashes,
Love yields Life for
evermore.
What word shall be,
&c.
Love, that no power
Of dreariest hour,
Could change, no scorn,
no rage,
Now heavenly free
From Earth shall be,
In this, our hermitage.
Winged of love that
upward, onward,
Ageless, boundless,
bears us sunward,
To the heavens our souls
shall soar.
What word shall be,
&c.
On reading these verses through in a chapel where she was alone, Pauline began to weep so bitterly that all the paper was wetted with her tears. Had it not been for her fear of showing a deeper affection than was seemly, she would certainly have withdrawn forthwith to some hermitage, and never have looked upon a living being again; but her native discretion moved her to dissemble for a little while longer. And although she was now resolved to leave the world entirely, she feigned the very opposite, and so altered her countenance, that in company she was altogether unlike her real self. For five or six months did she carry this secret purpose in her heart, making a greater show of mirth than had ever been her wont.
But one day she went with her mistress to the Observance to hear high mass, and when the priest, the deacon and the sub-deacon came out of the vestry to go to the high altar, she saw her hapless lover, who had not yet fulfilled his year of novitiate, acting as acolyte, carrying the two vessels covered with a silken cloth, and walking first with his eyes upon the ground. When Pauline saw him in such raiment as did rather