and chatterings, of Madame de Cintre’s visitors.
He felt as if he were at the play, and as if his own
speaking would be an interruption; sometimes he wished
he had a book, to follow the dialogue; he half expected
to see a woman in a white cap and pink ribbons come
and offer him one for two francs. Some of the
ladies looked at him very hard—or very soft,
as you please; others seemed profoundly unconscious
of his presence. The men looked only at Madame
de Cintre. This was inevitable; for whether one
called her beautiful or not she entirely occupied and
filled one’s vision, just as an agreeable sound
fills one’s ear. Newman had but twenty
distinct words with her, but he carried away an impression
to which solemn promises could not have given a higher
value. She was part of the play that he was seeing
acted, quite as much as her companions; but how she
filled the stage and how much better she did it!
Whether she rose or seated herself; whether she went
with her departing friends to the door and lifted
up the heavy curtain as they passed out, and stood
an instant looking after them and giving them the last
nod; or whether she leaned back in her chair with
her arms crossed and her eyes resting, listening and
smiling; she gave Newman the feeling that he should
like to have her always before him, moving slowly
to and fro along the whole scale of expressive hospitality.
If it might be
to him, it would be well; if it
might be
for him, it would be still better!
She was so tall and yet so light, so active and yet
so still, so elegant and yet so simple, so frank and
yet so mysterious! It was the mystery—it
was what she was off the stage, as it were—that
interested Newman most of all. He could not have
told you what warrant he had for talking about mysteries;
if it had been his habit to express himself in poetic
figures he might have said that in observing Madame
de Cintre he seemed to see the vague circle which
sometimes accompanies the partly-filled disk of the
moon. It was not that she was reserved; on the
contrary, she was as frank as flowing water.
But he was sure she had qualities which she herself
did not suspect.
He had abstained for several reasons from saying some
of these things to Bellegarde. One reason was
that before proceeding to any act he was always circumspect,
conjectural, contemplative; he had little eagerness,
as became a man who felt that whenever he really began
to move he walked with long steps. And then,
it simply pleased him not to speak—it occupied
him, it excited him. But one day Bellegarde had
been dining with him, at a restaurant, and they had
sat long over their dinner. On rising from it,
Bellegarde proposed that, to help them through the
rest of the evening, they should go and see Madame
Dandelard. Madame Dandelard was a little Italian
lady who had married a Frenchman who proved to be
a rake and a brute and the torment of her life.
Her husband had spent all her money, and then, lacking