believed that they were the mourning mothers and sisters
of other women who had had the same pitiless courage
as Madame de Cintre. But they were better off
than he, for they at least shared the faith to which
the others had sacrificed themselves. Three or
four persons came in; two of them were elderly gentlemen.
Every one was very quiet. Newman fastened his
eyes upon the screen behind the altar. That was
the convent, the real convent, the place where she
was. But he could see nothing; no light came
through the crevices. He got up and approached
the partition very gently, trying to look through.
But behind it there was darkness, with nothing stirring.
He went back to his place, and after that a priest
and two altar boys came in and began to say mass.
Newman watched their genuflections and gyrations with
a grim, still enmity; they seemed aids and abettors
of Madame de Cintre’s desertion; they were mouthing
and droning out their triumph. The priest’s
long, dismal intonings acted upon his nerves and deepened
his wrath; there was something defiant in his unintelligible
drawl; it seemed meant for Newman himself. Suddenly
there arose from the depths of the chapel, from behind
the inexorable grating, a sound which drew his attention
from the altar—the sound of a strange,
lugubrious chant, uttered by women’s voices.
It began softly, but it presently grew louder, and
as it increased it became more of a wail and a dirge.
It was the chant of the Carmelite nuns, their only
human utterance. It was their dirge over their
buried affections and over the vanity of earthly desires.
At first Newman was bewildered—almost stunned—by
the strangeness of the sound; then, as he comprehended
its meaning, he listened intently and his heart began
to throb. He listened for Madame de Cintre’s
voice, and in the very heart of the tuneless harmony
he imagined he made it out. (We are obliged to believe
that he was wrong, inasmuch as she had obviously not
yet had time to become a member of the invisible sisterhood.)
The chant kept on, mechanical and monotonous, with
dismal repetitions and despairing cadences. It
was hideous, it was horrible; as it continued, Newman
felt that he needed all his self-control. He
was growing more agitated; he felt tears in his eyes.
At last, as in its full force the thought came over
him that this confused, impersonal wail was all that
either he or the world she had deserted should ever
hear of the voice he had found so sweet, he felt that
he could bear it no longer. He rose abruptly
and made his way out. On the threshold he paused,
listened again to the dreary strain, and then hastily
descended into the court. As he did so he saw
the good sister with the high-colored cheeks and the
fanlike frill to her coiffure, who had admitted him,
was in conference at the gate with two persons who
had just come in. A second glance informed him
that these persons were Madame de Bellegarde and her
son, and that they were about to avail themselves