task a really touching devotion. How well she
would have succeeded I am unable to say; unfortunately
she broke off in the middle. Her own excuse was
the want of encouragement in her immediate circle.
But I am inclined to think that she had not a real
genius for the matter, or she would have pursued the
charming art for itself. The poor lady was very
incomplete. She fell back upon the harmonies of
the toilet, which she thoroughly understood, and contented
herself with dressing in perfection. She lived
in Paris, which she pretended to detest, because it
was only in Paris that one could find things to exactly
suit one’s complexion. Besides out of Paris
it was always more or less of a trouble to get ten-button
gloves. When she railed at this serviceable city
and you asked her where she would prefer to reside,
she returned some very unexpected answer. She
would say in Copenhagen, or in Barcelona; having,
while making the tour of Europe, spent a couple of
days at each of these places. On the whole, with
her poetic furbelows and her misshapen, intelligent
little face, she was, when you knew her, a decidedly
interesting woman. She was naturally shy, and
if she had been born a beauty, she would (having no
vanity) probably have remained shy. Now, she
was both diffident and importunate; extremely reserved
sometimes with her friends, and strangely expansive
with strangers. She despised her husband; despised
him too much, for she had been perfectly at liberty
not to marry him. She had been in love with a
clever man who had slighted her, and she had married
a fool in the hope that this thankless wit, reflecting
on it, would conclude that she had no appreciation
of merit, and that he had flattered himself in supposing
that she cared for his own. Restless, discontented,
visionary, without personal ambitions, but with a
certain avidity of imagination, she was, as I have
said before, eminently incomplete. She was full—both
for good and for ill—of beginnings that
came to nothing; but she had nevertheless, morally,
a spark of the sacred fire.
Newman was fond, under all circumstances, of the society
of women, and now that he was out of his native element
and deprived of his habitual interests, he turned
to it for compensation. He took a great fancy
to Mrs. Tristram; she frankly repaid it, and after
their first meeting he passed a great many hours in
her drawing-room. After two or three talks they
were fast friends. Newman’s manner with
women was peculiar, and it required some ingenuity
on a lady’s part to discover that he admired
her. He had no gallantry, in the usual sense of
the term; no compliments, no graces, no speeches.
Very fond of what is called chaffing, in his dealings
with men, he never found himself on a sofa beside
a member of the softer sex without feeling extremely
serious. He was not shy, and so far as awkwardness
proceeds from a struggle with shyness, he was not
awkward; grave, attentive, submissive, often silent,
he was simply swimming in a sort of rapture of respect.