“Dear Becher, you tell
me to mix with mankind,—
I cannot deny
such a precept is wise;
But retirement accords with
the tone of my mind,
And I will not
descend to a world I despise.
“Did the Senate or Camp
my exertions require,
Ambition might
prompt me at once to go forth;
And, when infancy’s
years of probation expire,
Perchance, I may
strive to distinguish my birth.
"The fire, in the cavern of AEtna
concealed,
Still mantles
unseen, in its secret recess;—
At length, in a volume terrific
revealed,
No torrent can
quench it, no bounds can repress.
“Oh thus, the desire
in my bosom for fame
Bids me live but
to hope for Posterity’s praise;
Could I soar, with the Phoenix,
on pinions of flame,
With him I would
wish to expire in the blaze._
“For the life of a Fox,
of a Chatham the death,
What censure,
what danger, what woe would I brave?
Their lives did not end when
they yielded their breath,—
Their glory illumines
the gloom of the grave!”
In his hours of rising and retiring to rest he was, like his mother, always very late; and this habit he never altered during the remainder of his life. The night, too, was at this period, as it continued afterwards, his favourite time for composition; and his first visit in the morning was generally paid to the fair friend who acted as his amanuensis, and to whom he then gave whatever new products of his brain the preceding night might have inspired. His next visit was usually to his friend Mr. Becher’s, and from thence to one or two other houses on the Green, after which the rest of the day was devoted to his favourite exercises. The evenings he usually passed with the same family, among whom he began his