Life of Lord Byron, Vol. I eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 367 pages of information about Life of Lord Byron, Vol. I.

Life of Lord Byron, Vol. I eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 367 pages of information about Life of Lord Byron, Vol. I.
jump out of the window to avoid them.  This natural shyness concurred with no small degree of pride to keep him aloof from the acquaintance of the gentlemen in the neighbourhood, whose visits, in more than one instance, he left unreturned;—­some under the plea that their ladies had not visited his mother; others, because they had neglected to pay him this compliment sooner.  The true reason, however, of the haughty distance, at which, both now and afterwards, he stood apart from his more opulent neighbours, is to be found in his mortifying consciousness of the inadequacy of his own means to his rank, and the proud dread of being made to feel this inferiority by persons to whom, in every other respect, he knew himself superior.  His friend, Mr. Becher, frequently expostulated with him on this unsociableness; and to his remonstrances, on one occasion, Lord Byron returned a poetical answer, so remarkably prefiguring the splendid burst, with which his own volcanic genius opened upon the world, that as the volume containing the verses is in very few hands, I cannot resist the temptation of giving a few extracts here:—­

    “Dear Becher, you tell me to mix with mankind,—­
      I cannot deny such a precept is wise;
    But retirement accords with the tone of my mind,
      And I will not descend to a world I despise.

    “Did the Senate or Camp my exertions require,
      Ambition might prompt me at once to go forth;
    And, when infancy’s years of probation expire,
      Perchance, I may strive to distinguish my birth.

   "The fire, in the cavern of AEtna concealed,
      Still mantles unseen, in its secret recess;—­
    At length, in a volume terrific revealed,
      No torrent can quench it, no bounds can repress.

    “Oh thus, the desire in my bosom for fame
      Bids me live but to hope for Posterity’s praise;
    Could I soar, with the Phoenix, on pinions of flame,
      With him I would wish to expire in the blaze._

    “For the life of a Fox, of a Chatham the death,
      What censure, what danger, what woe would I brave? 
    Their lives did not end when they yielded their breath,—­
      Their glory illumines the gloom of the grave!”

In his hours of rising and retiring to rest he was, like his mother, always very late; and this habit he never altered during the remainder of his life.  The night, too, was at this period, as it continued afterwards, his favourite time for composition; and his first visit in the morning was generally paid to the fair friend who acted as his amanuensis, and to whom he then gave whatever new products of his brain the preceding night might have inspired.  His next visit was usually to his friend Mr. Becher’s, and from thence to one or two other houses on the Green, after which the rest of the day was devoted to his favourite exercises.  The evenings he usually passed with the same family, among whom he began his

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