You and Cassius were obliged to fly out of Italy,
and Cicero, who was unwilling to take the same part,
could find no expedient to save himself and the Senate
but the wretched one of supporting and raising very
high another Caesar, the adopted son and heir of him
you had slain, to oppose Antony and to divide the
Caesarean party. But even while he did this he
perpetually offended that party and made them his
enemies by harangues in the Senate, which breathed
the very spirit of the old Pompeian faction, and made
him appear to Octavius and all the friends of the
dead Dictator no less guilty of his death than those
who had killed him. What could this end in but
that which you and your friends had most to fear,
a reunion of the whole Caesarean party and of their
principal leaders, however discordant the one with
the other, to destroy the Pompeians? For my own
part, I foresaw it long before the event, and therefore
kept myself wholly clear of those proceedings.
You think I ought to have joined you and Cassius at
Philippi, because I knew your good intentions, and
that, if you succeeded, you designed to restore the
commonwealth. I am persuaded you did both agree
in that point, but you differed in so many others,
there was such a dissimilitude in your tempers and
characters, that the union between you could not have
lasted long, and your dissension would have had most
fatal effects with regard both to the settlement and
to the administration of the Republic. Besides,
the whole mass of it was in such a fermentation, and
so corrupted, that I am convinced new disorders would
soon have arisen. If you had applied gentle remedies,
to which your nature inclined, those remedies would
have failed; if Cassius had induced you to act with
severity, your government would have been stigmatised
with the name of a tyranny more detestable than that
against which you conspired, and Caesar’s clemency
would have been the perpetual topic of every factious
oration to the people, and of every seditious discourse
to the soldiers. Thus you would have soon been
plunged in the miseries of another civil war, or perhaps
assassinated in the Senate, as Julius was by you.
Nothing could give the Roman Empire a lasting tranquillity
but such a prudent plan of a mitigated imperial power
as was afterwards formed by Octavius, when he had
ably and happily delivered himself from all opposition
and partnership in the government. Those quiet
times I lived to see, and I must say they were the
best I ever had seen, far better than those under
the turbulent aristocracy for which you contended.
And let me boast a little of my own prudence, which,
through so many storms, could steer me safe into that
port. Had it only given me safety, without reputation,
I should not think that I ought to value myself upon
it. But in all these revolutions my honour remained
as unimpaired as my fortune. I so conducted
myself that I lost no esteem in being Antony’s
friend after having been Cicero’s, or in my alliance